bambashort - molly v lyrics
[verse 1:]
molly, it’s been a year but i still
don’t know how but i feel
like i lost you
i miss your voice can i call you
i know, you have forgotten me
heart broke, but obviously
i swear i closed this chapter
i fake friends, i’m an actor
i ask why you’re the answer
i know, i’m a disaster
they ask me why does it matter
i’m sick and tired of this pattern
but they, said do life and i’ll find
love is patient and kind
i just feel like i’ve been stuck while life is p-ssing me by
i still weep and i cry
think of you every night
got your necklace by my bed and i’m still wondering why
i’m so attached
my closet, still got your bag
i mean, i still remember him warning that you’re a trap
but i, can’t even think it’s like you’re driving me mad
we like a one-way street and there’s no turning me back
‘cause i’ve been thinking to myself and know that one thing is true
life has got me on the ropes and i don’t know what to do, yeah
[intermission:]
i guess by writing molly, i was able to really use music as kind of an emotional catharsis, you know? i mean, i’ve never really written music before in my life, but this tape gave me the freedom to express every hill, every valley, every emotion i had without having to pretend like i was something i really wasn’t and i think that’s a beautiful thing, i really do
[verse 2:]
crash down on the floor, there’s no changing my view
i still find that when i think of you i feel like a fool
it’s such a tragedy
how i, view my own reality
i take a step inside my brain and realize my catastrophe
the people in my life they tryna say who i’m allowed to be
the devil got my neck and said that one day he’ll get all of me
i scream at god it seem like he be messin’ up my destiny
i wanna die while knowing that i left behind a legacy
i gotta move on
finally get over the moll
cause i got homies in my life but i’ve been treating ’em wrong
i know my life’s about to change and i don’t got very long
it’s not just molly, give a year and everybody be gone
i heard that life is all about how you’re adaptin’ to change
i’m scared that i’ma fail at that cause i been feelin’ the same
it’s like they playin’ me, i’m stuck inside this crude little game
who’s gonna snap first? the rules, or me? i think i’m gonna break
[intermission:]
i guess one of the things that i’m finally starting to figure out is that these next few years are going to come with so much change, you know? like yeah, i’m going to miss molly, but why stay caught up in that? i mean just so many people in my life are headed off in different directions, like, friends that genuinely care about me—so it’s like, i need to focus on these people you know, i can’t be stuck in this state of just isolation from everyone, i can’t do that
[verse 3:]
i swore i’d never mention you but it ain’t the same
i just don’t know where i stand, ’cause it’s all been a haze
tell me how i’m supposed to feel, tell me what i’m supposed to do
you’ve been there through it all, but have i been there for you?
i’ve been lied to, tried to, cope with the fact that i’m right to
say that i’m not good enough, you’ve been there to confide to
i don’t know how my broken heart can figure out life
i’ve been pickin’ up the pieces, am i doin’ it right?
i can’t even trust your words because she made me insane
felt like yesterday i’m shamed inside a lyrical cage
this pursuit of happiness has got me feelin’ the same
will i even be at peace when i start using a cane?
i ain’t feelin’ strong, gave you my all
you can’t even comprehend the thoughts inside when writing this little song
is this all about to end? i just wanted more time
if my tears gone cold, then now you finally know why, yeah
[intermission:]
is this molly thing over, i mean, i’m finally starting to realize that the biggest problem regarding all of this, really, was my att-tude toward it. i mean, molly didn’t really even do anything wrong, i just had this unrealistic expectation in my head, and that was wrong on my part. i guess the biggest takeaway is that i gotta grow from that, and that’s just how life is, you know?
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