bash_nhf - growing up lyrics
{verse i}
east coast up bringing
grew up, rapping singing
the only white kid in class
never knew how to talk to people
anti+social, quite kid
pushed down slides, head under the toilet lid
punched in the eye, framed blamed and ashamed
of who i am my whole life
it was s.c britt street
inside a city where crimes be because we couldn’t afford anywhere else
shared a room with my brother
though it was basically his
dictated over my xbox, we fought everyday
dss up in the house at a young age because younger sister messed up in the head
had to go live with my dad
i remember having to hug him because his just died
in dissing each other, mom and dad had pride
and i had no choice but to listen
they was always talking sh+t about each other
step dad saying i smell like smoke every time i get back from my dads
at least mine loves me, he’s the only one ill ever have
my great aunts lived right down the street
they were real elderly
but i used to see em all the time
then one day mama said they got sick, never got to see em again
{chorus}
growing up, 2010’s, sometimes it sucked, and its funny but id k!ll to go through it again, along the way i did make some friends. i got in some fights, went through some drama. but h+ll there were times where it was great to be alive. at least back then i smiled, i ain’t done that in a while, yeah
growing up, 2010’s, sometimes it sucked, and its funny but id k!ll to go through it again, along the way i did make some friends. i got in some fights, went through some drama. but h+ll there were times where it was great to be alive. at least back then i smiled, i ain’t done that in a while, yeah
{verse ii}
i don’t talk about sh+t this serious very often do i
its just hard to hold all this sh+t in
music helps most the time
sometimes all i need to hear is a rhyme
so i blast eminem, or get lost to some pac
always been a downer, i’m quiet, most the time i don’t talk
i’m pessimistic, expecting the worst
dating at an early age was a mistake, shoulda minded my own
found my own flow, enjoy youth while i could
i don’t trust like i used to, maybe i should
dad, i know your scr+ping by the best you can
i know theres a lot of false talk
but id walk the ends of the earth for you
i know its hard, but try to put your addiction to the side
got some bad habits
and mom, in the rare case, that your hearing this, i love you too
im grateful for everything, i don’t favor dad over you, and visa versa, i’m speaking on dad, incase we lose the relationship we’ve always had
growing up in the 10’s, roebuck, pauline, and spartanburg
{chorus}
growing up, 2010’s, sometimes it sucked, and its funny but id k!ll to go through it again, along the way i did make some friends. i got in some fights, went through some drama. but h+ll there were times where it was great to be alive. at least back then i smiled, i ain’t done that in a while, yeah
growing up, 2010’s, sometimes it sucked, and it’s funny but id k!ll to go through it again, along the way i did make some friends. i got in some fights, went through some drama. but h+ll there were times where it was great to be alive. at least back then i smiled, i ain’t done that in a while, yeah
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