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bee smoke - self introspection lyrics

(intro)

(ooh, ooh, i wanna do it again yeah, yeah)
(i feel like running again)
(ooh, ooh, i wanna do it again yeah, yeah)

(verse)

look
seen too many fall in love just to fall apart
racing fast, switching lanes just to get a scar
too much, weighing on my shoulders i just play it smart
so i treat every .10 like a piece of art
i’ll hang it up when i’m done, never bought the frame
say she different, but i’m numb, they all feel the same
guess i’m selfish, i admit, i just play to win
if i feel too much, i might fold again

see
heartbreak made a villain out a loyal soul
now i slide through my city i ain’t hold a grudge
i give game, i give strokes, but i won’t console
i make love look sweet, but it’s dark and cold
every time i gave trust, i just lost my peace
so i built this wall tall, now i climb, no leap
told her, “you deserve more than what i am,”
she said “yeah, you knew that, but you still ran into a scam”
wake up next to a stranger with the blinds drawn tight
and i barely even ask if she’s good or not

every smile got a price
every “love you” feel like tempting on fate
i ain’t going that far
so i curve it, i mute it, i deflect that bait
she say “why you so cold?” girl, it’s just too late

used to write poems for the one i thought was it
now i barely even save a name on my list
she said “you use women like they don’t exist,”
i said “i just lost faith, now i don’t resist.”
tried love once, twice, maybe four too deep
told her “don’t catch feelings,” that’s a default line
she laughed like i’m joking, but i meant that thou
now she crying on my chest, tryna make me hers
and i’m staring at the ceiling thinking “waste of time”

now i’m scrolling through my past, tryna learn my ways
trying to find where i cracked, why i act this way
i guess love was a gamble, and i overplayed
now i’m numb, but i function like i can’t be swayed
can’t lie, i miss connection when the nights get slow
but the minute they too close, i just let that go
i don’t do deep talks, i don’t move too low
if she want real love, then she best not show

i’m the shadow of a man who once believed in fate
now i text back late and i ghost first dates
got a playlist for the pain that i won’t translate
it’s just bass, just smoke, just heartbreaks that’s weight
so don’t ask me if i care, girl, i used to, once

(outro)

(ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah)
(ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah)

- bee smoke lyrics

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