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bennybob - introspection lyrics

[verse 1]
have you ever witnessed someone overdose?
choke on sh+t, choke on pills
tryna swallow up their dose, passed out dead
blank on the floor, hard to swallow, dysphagia blows
count up sheep while trying to sleep while f+cked is like counting my toes
only lord knows that sh+t will fix inside future
laying in some crackheads house, graffiti painting a picture
the taste is bitter but the only thing i can do to ease the beater
my parents slapping me in the face, my life’s a sh+tter
i wish i could go see finn, the time just seems so near
but i keep distancing myself because if i do, he wouldn’t bear to stand me
looking at my uncut hair
i plan to get a haircut, but the drugs are weighing me down there

[instrumental break]

[verse 2]
hey man, we should meet up it’s finn
i know you’ve been so busy, i’ve been drawing sh+t with a pen
thinking of my backstory and really trying to introspect
the jaw cancer is something that i always forget
and i wonder where you are and i wonder where you’ve been
don’t take this in a stalker way, but i drove to your house last week
i tried to look around, your car was parked but you couldn’t be seen
i knocked on the door, whenever you want, call me please
[verse 3]
oh god, oh no, i think he has figured me out
paranoid, i guess, but i’m still in doubt
i hide behind the covers and decide to shut my mouth
i think i hear police sirens right outside this house
nevermind, i think these drugs have made me turn schizo
what is on my mind? nothing, thinking should i go home
maybe i won’t be so lonely and if i talk to him on the phone
he will help me out and i won’t live inside sorrow
but no, he will hate me, make me think i’m someone else
i hear the town bells, that’s my mind starting to melt
and i’m trapped inside h+ll, so i pop open the lid
swallow all the fentanyl, and get f+cked up, and turn to sh+t

[outro]
we knew the world would not be the same. i suppose we all thought that one way or another

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