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benzeltyl - all hope is gone lyrics

[verse 1]
i can’t describe the amount of pain
what i’m going through nowadays
i know that i misbehaved
i guess this is payback in a way
i swear i am not the same
every days turning grey
i keep pushing everyone away
man, i am a disgrace
i doubt my abilities
i’m afraid i’m never gonna achieve any of my dreams
sh+t… i’m afraid, first time admitting it
fear’s controlling, afraid of consequences
is there any point of continuing?
[chorus]
always kinda lonely someone want me hold me, i say
come here, come here, come here thе koopsta cryin’ tears
i can’t think positive when no onе cares of how i feel
realize my mind, sometimes that i even try to find
i cannot lie though i can ride high
because all my hope is gone
always kinda lonely someone want me hold me, i say
come here, come here, come here the koopsta cryin’ tears
i can’t think positive when no one cares of how i feel
realize my mind, sometimes that i even try to find
i cannot lie though i can ride high
because all my hope is gone

[verse 2]
i cannot be enough good for everybody
the fact that i can’t change a thing is eating me
does the fact that i am like this mean anything?
i try to please entities, failure as it seems
i smile when i when i have to cry
laugh out loud when i wanna scream out
suppress my feelings when i’m about tell the reasons why
ask me how i’m doing, i’m too afraid of the truth so i tell lies
i lie to your face, i lie to myself, nothing is fine
melancholy haunts my body
it’s the 5th year, now i’m 15
i’m an alcoholic
i thought could never sink deeper, but i just did
[chorus]
always kinda lonely someone want me hold me, i say
come here, come here, come here the koopsta cryin’ tears
i can’t think positive when no one cares of how i feel
realize my mind, sometimes that i even try to find
i cannot lie though i can ride high
because all my hope is gone
always kinda lonely someone want me hold me, i say
come here, come here, come here the koopsta cryin’ tears
i can’t think positive when no one cares of how i feel
realize my mind, sometimes that i even try to find
i cannot lie though i can ride high

[verse 3]
from grandpa: 1 call a month or less
he cares about other peoples’ grandchildren more than his own, what a mess
same thing from a friend
only thing i get is neglect
for the boys there’s a group chat
since i’m not in it, i’m probably not considered a friend
they don’t even like me anymore
that’s why i keep getting ignored

[outro]
you made it until the end of this project
well, thank you. this means a lot to me
during the recording of this project, i had n0body
i had no support
i was all alone
my friends didn’t support me, nor my family
i had to do this all alone with no help
many times i’ve thought about quitting, giving up
but i didn’t give up
so you shouldn’t give up neither
i’m out, see you next time

- benzeltyl lyrics

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