better off - this day will never end lyrics
i married sorrow
in the winter
forgot summer, spring, and fall
asked you to hold my hand and
make my world feel small
i felt it like fire
when you walked up
pulled my heart out
with desire and said
“there’s no room for love in you at all”
could i have loved you
if i tried
the backseat i took to depression
i defined, i think about it all the time
well i went to church
on a sunday
felt god in my feet
told me to “kick out all the teeth”
of the people
who were hurting me
i walked out
to the concrete
felt the hot ground
burn my cold feet
the sun’s reminder that this pain is free
could i have shown them if i tried
the backseat i took to depression i defined
as the sp-ce between my center and my mind
look at the men who went before me, it’s a lie
every one lived a hollow life
i can try to bleed
or carry on the same
i can numb myself
avoid the constant pain
but you see me
in the darkness
keep your hand on me
though i’m shaking
and unconscious
i am trying
pull me over
this day grows old but it never ends
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