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big camren - survive the shadows lyrics

locked at 14 ,it didn’t make me get better
i was surrounded by haters,tryna apply a lots pressure
my love turned to hate, my heart went in a blender
i tried to rise above but the pain was my aggressor
learned to trick ’em, trust? nah, i couldn’t
watch my back, just in case it was a stunt they pullin
they was bigger and older than me and i had to defend
back to back fights seemed like no end
movin’ like a movie, too fast, no time to hesitate
one slip, i’m down, yeah, it’s a hell of a fate
keep my feet planted, can’t let myself fall
life sucks in a jail cell with nothing but 4 walls
survival mode, always lookin’ side to side
feelin’ like a soldier, lost in this ride
now i’m out, but the struggle don’t quit
illness like a shadow, it’s a heavy hit
houston dreams but i’m locked in this zone
motivated to rise, gotta make it my own
living through the shadows, yeah, i’m still on my grind
from texas to the stars, but the battle’s in my mind

in texas, i’m rockin’, just out here tryna find my way
chains on my soul, but i refuse to allow them stay
sippin’ on pain, but i know how to play the game
fightin’ demons it’s a struggle tryna keep em all tamed
i got chains on my spirit,and they holdin’ me tight
but i’m breakin’ free, gotta fight for the light
disappointed my grandma, when i was just a kid
saw the tears in her eyes, that’s the life i get
i left my sister behind, she was like my best friend
she had a baby and was mad cuz i left her made amends
confused fam around me, they don’t know what to do
cuz i got pills on my plate, like it’s everyday stew
now i’m older man i’m 32, got a family to protect
no time to dwell, i gotta their earn that respect
son’s watchin’ me, gotta step up my game
can’t go back to the past, i’m breakin’ theem chain
used to roll with the wrong crew, what a mess
dirty south livin’, yeah, i was feelin’ stressed
but now i’m tryna change, build bridges with my kin
mom, dad, and my sis, gotta let the love in
rise from the ashes, yeah, i’m reclaimin’ my soul
walkin’ through the fire, gotta take back control
grateful for the lessons, lonely nights i’ve been through
but i’m done with that hatred, time to make my debut
lost relationships, i’m fightin’ that pain
one friend left, and yeah, he’s feelin’ the strain
keep my composure, but the world’s got me bent
anger eats me alive, man, where the love went
hallucinations hittin’, thought i’d lose it for real
mental institution saved me from getting killed
bruises on my body, but my heart’s bruised worse
i let down my family, now i’m stuck in this curse
in texas, i’m rockin’, just out here tryna find my way
chains on my soul, but i refuse to allow them stay
sippin’ on pain, but i know how to play the game
fightin’ demons it’s a struggle tryna keep em all tamed

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