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big melancholy - bottled up lyrics

[verse 1: btd spectre]
ayy, ayy
one for the wolf i sleep
two for the words i speak
three for three for the flames, man
one for the wolf i sleep
two for the words i speak
three for three for the flames and heat, can’t handle myself
i plead when i die, can’t cry, can’t sleep, ayy
ayy, one for the wolf i sleep
two for the words i speak
three for the flames and heat, can’t handle myself
i plead when i die, can’t cry, can’t sleep, ayy
for the tears, not coming no more
i sleep, bleed for the words, i sleep

[bridge]
ayy, yeah, ayy, uh
ayy, yeah, ayy, uh
ayy, yeah, ayy

[verse 2: btd spectre]
one for the wolf i sleep
two for the words i speak
three for three for the flames and heat, can’t handle myself
i plead when i die, can’t cry, can’t see
for the tears, not coming no more
i’m weak can’t stomach these knots
twisted? yes, ink on my face
next day that i let my b+tch know i’m in too deep with the plate cutting up my seat
bell overload, no more running the depths
i go further you go, it’s the way that i know i’m alone
but okay with dysfunction destruction
symbolic to be what i couldn’t proceed
goes the outcome of my own assumptions
how many times we gon’ fight over nothing?
tell me i’m wrong and i’ll say i agree
i don’t hate for no reason
just high got me low, steady pumping
[verse 3: big melancholy]
internal struggles, i fight for my health when i speak with the reaper
he told me “be well” told me he’d see me later and went back to h+ll
sent me back up to earth with the cast of the spell
when i woke up from my sleep, i ain’t know how it felt
and i stood to my feet and i broke down and fell
know i can’t even eat, i’m so sick of myself
and i just want to be six feet deep in the bells, like
hey, ayy, do you know what it’s like just to wanna k!ll yourself? like
huh, i don’t even wanna be me
i can’t even be myself, like f+ck that
i don’t even really wanna breathe
i can see that it’s me f+ckin’ with my own shelf, light
h+ll might be the only way i get a lifeline
met flights, take away the pain and let me just die
all of these people, they sayin’ these things when i get on the track, i spit all of my pain
all of my grievers get thousands of play
long as i’m getting paid, what more can i say?

[verse 4: big melancholy]
i’m f+cked up every minute of the motherf+cker
they just tryna get away from everything and lay inside my grave
working really hard, but to my brain, i am a slave
i’m feeling present, i can’t find a way to break away the chain
now i just want to die here for being understand
i just been too high, now i can’t sleep
and if i cannot sleep, i guess i can’t dream, it’s beating me
i’m weak and so exhausted, like
now i just want to die here for being understand
i just been too high, now i can’t sleep
and if i cannot sleep, i guess i can’t dream, it’s beating me
i’m weak so exhausted, like, f+ck

- big melancholy lyrics

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