big r - nvm lyrics
[intro]
i’m not gon’ lie i might cry
i’ma try to get thru this sh+t, let me see
uh, let’s go
yeah, ugh!
[verse]
so much i wanna tell you but i know that you not listenin’
nevermind it, i sit back and go to sleep in my recliner
deep in my thoughts in this winter climate
screaming for my momma while she died
situation i replay on rewind
wonder did she hear me say
“not yet, please don’t go” while she was dyin’
held her hand as her breathe went silent
my grandma screamin’, i said “it’s not time yet”
it’s like she waited ’till i got thеre
to let it go, her soul floatеd in the air
close my eyes and said a silent prayer
but in that moment, dawg i felt betrayed
how could i come to terms with god’s twisted ways
a man had broken by experiencing the worst
why he get to decide when she can leave this earth
why me and my brotha gotta live with this hurt
all he got is pictures, memories and her name on a f+ckin’ shirt
never thought at the age of twelve
he would have to see his momma in a he+rs+
my kids will never get to see her
always in my heart i never would delete her
i don’t dream even though i still seek her
not everything happens for a reason
i know y’all not listening nor do you feel me
i cry out for you lord, do you hear me? or have you forsaken me
always thought she would live longer and you woulda taken me
why do i got the toughest battles i wish that i was weak
but nevermind who f+ckin’ listening
i’m still suffering with this f+ckin’ grief
d+mn!
she died right in front of me
[outro]
d+mn!
and what they gon’ tell me “just be a man”
certain situations they don’t understand
you know what, nevermind i wish i wouldn’t have said anything
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