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bipola - butterfly lyrics

i have never felt so alone, used to like it this way
when she left she took my soul, kept my heart in dismay
desperation comes and goes, suffering’s a mainstay
though i know she helped me grow, now i could give a f-ck what they say

never miss an opportunity to squander one
ruthlessly i con along and lucidly i ponder on
if truthfully i got it wrong or my perception was spot on
doesn’t matter anymore, tell that to my withered poor
heart and soul left broke and battered
harsh and cold, i know i matter
even though disposal shattered
spirit so so hopeless scattered
best friend in the whole wide planet
least with two legs, oh hi sasha
that’s my baby, love her like good parents love their kids yo
when she p-ss i’m out of here, call me p-ssy, coward, weird
freak if you like, give a f-ck what you think, that’s some real sh-t
music been dope, grew from grim hope, care less if you feel it
opinions worth as little as i felt i was when she split
seem sick, it’s cause i am, mind stay in the gutter man
needs a cleansing, fiend for ending this life in a breath quick
is it called cross dress if i rock a long tight ropey necklace
and is that something country b-mpkins might not be impressed with
honest guess is yes b-tch, on my death bed let’s sit
and pretend that it isn’t over, dreams end wake up cold and sober
taught me to lucid dream and all i could do was fiend
to see her face and tell her something, never knew that h-ll was coming
jilted me subliminally, still i didn’t see
foolishly figured we, the epitome of symmetry
thought we’d go together on some bpd and dbt sh-t
hopin’ she’d capiche my state emotionally
appreciate it totally, and even maybe grow with me
on some please please baby, don’t you see
that weak debased and phoney me is long dead
now there’s only the real thing tainted, broke but free
don’t pretend there’s hope for me
to ever live a life with meaning
tried so hard to soothe the screaming
silently inside of me, drown it out with loudness now
but hear it on those quiet evenings, feel that inner riot seething
feel that inner riot seething, feel that inner riot?
maybe i’m a violent being deep down but i lie and cheat
and try to be the righteous me society would like to see
like to think i’m better but been on the brink forever
and they cannot grip my tether so if i slip i’m never comin’ back
like to think i’m better but been on the brink forever
and they cannot grip my tether so if i slip i’m never comin’ back
said if i slip i’m never comin’ back
freak show paragon, deemed broke bad and wrong
theme so sad and somber, death rap’s my genre
ain’t cl-ssified at jb, won’t hear it on the j’s please
they seem so alan bond lately
i’m still havin’ fun with it, content to just kick it
till they attempt to f-ck with it
then i’ll get my savage on, on some beast mode mastadon sh-t
sh-t is bleak yo, that’s just honest
bucket list long, my f-ck it list longer
turn this rap game into f-ckin’ dishonored
stealth k!llin’ sh-t, guess i felt ill equipped
way back in the day, now i’m packin’ that blade
that’ll lacerate faces like havin’ a shave with
a can of that mace sh-t, mortein for rapists
and other wack plagues who masquerade human
then suffocate burnin’, that’s just fate loomin’

this music wouldn’t exist without her, maybe i would though, so
should i be upset or thankful, guess that i feel both, oh
not for all my little words, splendid b-tterfly soul
wings that make her beautiful, gracefully she fly away from me

- bipola lyrics

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