blδnks - what happened lyrics
[intro]
(yeah)
(yeah)
(yeah)
(yeah)
(yeah)
(yeah)
(yeah)
[verse 1}
i was underwater before i could stand
son to a father before i was a man
you taste salt
i mark lines in sand
affiliate -ssault
i can’t resolve those i’ve d-mned
i had commitments before i could speak
had religion within my body before i could breathe
poor word choices
small voices but
life was joyous
that’s an exaggeration, and overdose
most my life my morals were in comatose
how am i supposed to know?
how to be a man without one there to teach you
speak of the lord with no one to preach to
my whole memory is a shade blue
no compromises when it came to
chicken soup and beef stew
steam brewed coffee every morning
now i’m mourning what used to be so adoring
i’m adorning something much more boring
that wound doesn’t heal
i flip the lights on, the image is surreal
the words on the page, they’re real
but i can’t jump in the book
same room, same house, same life, same hook
[bridge}
what’s the use in a rerun?
i only ever wanted to be your son
only wanted to be a grandson before i knew one
too late, new moon, son
too late, the noon’s sun
guess i shouldn’t have gazed into the sun
hm, funnily enough
[chours]
what happened?
what happened?
what happened?
what happened?
[verse 2]
my voice is ho-rs-, i need to sip on the truth
swallowed my words, drown my youth
back of birds
elementary to middle, you’d think time could fly
i’d swallow my ambition, but i’m choked on pride
the arrogance of me
the cherished bliss of parents
who didn’t, wouldn’t, couldn’t, never wanted to
lied about myself to feel comfortable
but the truth is the new kids won’t know of what you did
what you said, what you saw, how you lived
i hit freshman year like a bullseye
but i didn’t see clear until i became blind
i walked in headstrong, with a fool cry
got my thoughts shot down, just cuz i’m the new guy
i learned
[bridge]
love, pain, wisdom, depression
fear, joy, pride, blessings
there came a time i found acceptance
i was presented the card i’d dealt
it only felt like my life when i lived like someone else
i guess i learned how warm it is in h-ll
you’d think i learned my lesson, well
[chorus]
what happened?
what happened?
what happened?
do you even know?
[verse 3]
not done yet, you still gotta pay rent
my life a service, you don’t wanna get debt
i represent what you resent
listen close and you might just repent
i have a lot to say, so let me vent
i was ignorant as much as the next
but i already knew about “drugs and s-x”
you’re still gonna talk to me like you always confess
then go over to your boys and jest
not every one of you can be the best
you fake a smile, they’ll pretend it’s a crest
bird’s nest underneath your eyes
vultures circling behind
only seen you people on silver screens
actors walking without seeing
nothing scarier than unknown thinking
you laugh but i just hear breathing
the shine on your skin looks plastic
you live in limbo and pretend it’s nazareth
surround yourself with the bad sh-t
then complain when it’s madness
i don’t understand it
it’s not candid
[climax]
and you cast shame on the light for the dark of the night
you’re pushing a cause that’s not worth the fight
can’t get dragged through the mud and still wear the white
the doves in your palms can be seen under light
ya act like you believe in the christ
but you toke the smoke, break some bones
plead your case, cast your vote
oh no, oh no
it’s hit me
[outro]
i’m the same in the moonlight
only comfort is it’s not too bright
now i gotta go i got stage fight
but it’s too late, opening night
the spotlight’s on, cast revealed
i’m just as fake as the rest
even when at my best
at least i’m transparent though
ain’t it funny how the people that have nothing to say talk the most?
what do you want me to say?
i’d leave it behind, but that just ain’t me
i don’t wanna end up the same
but it’s too late
where’d it change?
what happened?
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