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black shiva - empty lyrics

[verse 1]:
(yeah)
wouldn’t admit i was depressed but f+ck yeah i was
every tear i shed felt like another loss
wish i could’ve been involved in my emotions
wish we could’ve lived together happy by the ocean

now i only stay at home & listen to lo+fi
try my best to not go back to being a low+life
but, every once in a while i look at my door tho
hoping that you’re coming back ‘cause i just can’t cope

i start feeling so+so
then i’m feeling lo+lo
i keep wanting to smile but my heart don’t want it no more
cause everything that comes up
crashes down with no hope
and when your name it come up
i start feeling so low

that’s when you start crying
that’s when you start lying
that’s when you wanna smile but you feel like dying
maybe get to drinking
numbing up my brain, no thinking
wishing that i could ignore the pain but my heart keeps on syncing
building up in anger, you can’t even trust yourself
’cause you’re on the brink of falling
and you don’t care ‘bout your health
and you were afraid of one thing
maybe in your wallet you had something
but the biggest fear you had
one that always made you mad
was that one day you’d be sad
’cause in your heart you got nothing
and you wish that it’d stop pumping so that you can rest a bit
but you feel you don’t deserve it ‘cause you’re not worth sh+t

and emptiness starts to take over
it’s getting harder to remain sober
i can’t get what i had back then
wish i could turn back time but i’m only getting older & i+

[chorus]:
i had nothing in my heart
nothing in my heart, no, no
nothing in my heart, no, no, no, no ,no
i had nothing but i had you

i had nothing in my heart
nothing in my heart, no, no
nothing in my heart, no, no, no, no ,no
i had nothing but i had you

[verse 2]:
and i don’t wanna feel this way
and i don’t know what to say
i just want it to be the same
as back when you would text me every day (yeah)
the f+ck was this about?
every morning i’m the one that you’d think about
the one you’d stay up late with being cute and then dream about
all the things that we could be but now you want to be without me…
and it’s f+cking crazy
that i want you even more since i can’t call you baby
but it’s just in my nature
all the red flags god had placed upon your fixture
go back to my bad habits and postpone my future
but baby i’d ignore ’em all so i can be your maker…
of love
i ask god up above, to bring you back to me baby
don’t care if you were trouble
i’m just living in my little bubble, i don’t really care
if you were bad for me i’m bad for you
it’s only fair

[chorus]:
i had nothing in my heart
nothing in my heart, no, no
nothing in my heart, no, no, no, no ,no
i had nothing but i had you

i had nothing in my heart
nothing in my heart, no, no
nothing in my heart, no, no, no, no ,no
i had nothing but i had you

[bridge]:
i poured hard walking on the sidewalk
being side barred
like a side chick
that besides whatever she did
she always ended up alone
empty like a wallet from too many loans

[outro (slowed)]:
(yeah) wouldn’t admit i was depressed but f+ck yeah i was
every tear i shed felt like another loss

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