blckk - demons lyrics
[chorus]
f+ck all my demons, i’ll make do
hating myself all i’ve ever known
cuttin’ my wrist to forget you
battlin’ love when the drugs show
f+ck all my demons, i’ll make do
hating myself all i’ve ever known
cuttin’ my wrist to forget you, ay, ay, ay
[verse 1]
late night, cigarettes and heartbreak, tryna let you know that i
never meant to hurt you, leave you feelin’ like my heart was empty all this time
tell me that you’re movin’ on, you’re happy now, you never meant to hurt me, nah
now i’m stuck by myself, tryna find a way to tell the people that
i loved that i had never hated anyone, i guess
i guess i’m just, goin’ through a time that i don’t wanna discuss
and end at people that i’m tryna get away from
you’re the last time i missed, never matching to this and amassing the stress in my chest
been drivin’ me crazy, but nevertheless, i hope that you find what you needed
i hope that you find someone willing to give you their life
hand over their heart, surrender their soul and be happy with that
but it can’t be me, no, it won’t be me
it can’t be me, it can’t be me, said it won’t be me, said it won’t be me
it can’t be me, nah
[chorus]
f+ck all my demons, i’ll make do
hating myself all i’ve ever known
cuttin’ my wrist to forget you
battlin’ love when the drugs show
f+ck all my demons, i’ll make do
hating myself all i’ve ever known
cuttin’ my wrist to forget you (ay)
battlin’ love when the drugs show (ay)
[verse 2]
promise me, promise me, every night you fall asleep you think of me
all the times you lied to me and told me that i was the only one you loved
hope you’re happy, hope you know that now i’m nothing, dead inside, my heart resides
all alone, gettin’ colder by the minute, wonder if it beats for you
even if it could, i shut any thought of you and turn it back to ash
hate the scent of wintertime, the way it holsters you inside my mind again
slowly losing my ability to love or trust, or take a f+ckin’ break, ’cause
all that’s keepin’ me alive is all the anger that i scribble down at night
i swear a thousand times, my soul is heavier than it has ever been
hate your guts for makin’ me believe that everything i think or say is wrong
speak my mind, i’m left behind, so catchin’ up is losing all this f+ckin’ trust
can’t believe i ever thought you really cared, you were happy using me
yeah, and if you think this song is about you, unless you crawled your ass right out your grave
i swear that you don’t mean sh+t to me and never will, i swear upon my life
rip my lungs right out my chest, you stole my breath
yet, i believed, i kept on giving, i guess that it was stupid to believe that i was right on the brink of gettin’ my head straight
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