bleaux - new leaf lyrics
(chorus)
why has it been so long
why does it feel so wrong
cuz i dont have you right next to me
next to me (oh oh yeah)
(2x)
(verse 1)
i didn’t know that i was wearing a mask
hiding all of my feelings
when i should’ve been real and kept all the memories
of me f+ckin up its surreal
that i remember less of you
as time goes by yeah
i made the mistake of askin for a break
i didn’t know what a ride or die was
so i did what was best for my shattered mind
and then i tried to plow through
and now im missing you
yeah im missin you
you fell in love with a man that is no more
i prioritized my lifе so life wasn’t a chore
life fеlt like i was pulling nails
and i was blind and i couldn’t read braille
in some ways you could say
i was stuck in a h+ll
now i stay healthy
regrets staying stealthy
i tend to self destruct because i never ever been helped and
i can’t decide if it was my past or my mind that made us split
so i’ve been stuck in my mind sometimes, and i feel so god d+mn ignorant
(chorus)
why has it been so long
why does it feel so wrong
cuz i dont have you right next to me
next to me oh oh
(2x)
(verse 2)
my closest friends refriended you on all the socials
saw your face pop up and i wanted to send the request
but i saw you were with a new man and that he treated you well
i looked in the mirror at myself, it was a new type of h+ll
all i can do is be the very best that i can be
at this rate i dont know if you’ll even like the new me
but you’ve changed too
so i tell myself that it probably wouldn’t work
i’m happy knowing that cuz im the happiest i’ve ever been
never thought i’d be in this place
now im happy everytime that i see my face
you know my dad taught me how to work
my momma taught me patience
to be the man i never knew i could be
god d+mn
show myself forgiveness through the thick or thin
i’m the one to jump in face first and begin again
all of these fresh starts beginning with some new friends
unknown friends fight these forces thats been sitting in (sittin in)
(chorus)
why has it been so long
why does it feel so wrong
cuz i dont have you right next to me
next to me oh oh
(2x)
(mitch+ll mclaughlin outro)
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