blessmycoldworld - last train home lyrics
[verse: bless]
my thoughts are sporadic, sadly safe cannot be added to them
saddest sailing soul you’ll ever see, i’m losing my religion
you’re watching who they called “insane maniac” in action
if i relax, i’ll cause a chain reaction
mainly asked for help when i was younger, and despite valid attempts
it’s deep as the abyss; i honestly don’t feel like i can win
it’s common since i need a source to vent to, and with this mic i vent through
i feel slighted, anger augmented, is it meant to?
i had the scent of a saint until i was six, torture
if i live like i was taught to, then it’ll be my departure
i have parents, but i’m lacking a mother and father
i know i’m awkward, but that just happens to be my armor
i’m calmer now, but the past eats me alive
deprived of innocence but then again, you gave me the drive
i wondered why my family is so distant from each other
constantly dissing one another for attention, that’ll bother me
everyone changed besides me and what i tried to be
my homeboy michael died for me, and i sat right there beside him
thinking how will i get through life if y’all don’t ever see this side of me?
i’m spilling my heart and soul but dog, who do i know outside of me?
i’m frustrated; i don’t know who i can trust lately
maybe i’ll just have to readjust, still i duck changes
my loyalty to my stars is still true
the last thing i told them was i love them, and i still do
i was told that if i speak from the heart, they would feel you
but it’s odd that what’ll keep you alive can k!ll you
ms. lozier was my back up mother figure after hali
man, we were only teens, but we were rapidly ageing
my heart is aching; remind me of why i’m waiting patiently on this train
while d r e a m v i l l e is awaiting me
when i look in the mirror, all i see is a k!ller for sure
but vale to be real, you’re the realest person i know
the only thing worst than your blood wishing your death
is your parents making you feel like they don’t want, or they regret you
but for what, i guess i’m too different; and nah, i don’t get out much
at least i’m not in jail, isn’t that something to be proud of?
don’t answer that, i’ll move on
marina is my home girl, no matter what they say, you’re tough as nails
make sure you do right; i have faith that you’ll move on from the b.s
but as of tonight, vale and hali mean more than my life
on another note, hali was a hundred percent behind me
when i pulled the trigger, she stayed calm and walked up to my crime scene
that’s seven years of loyalty, through the darkness and buoyancy
it’s funny to think some good actually came out of new orleans
feeling content with this, but look what they sent with it
what i represent and underwent for this is plain ridiculous
dying truth, also something else will end up dying too
but before i exit this train, and pull the trigger, hali i’m proud of you
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