bleszt – apology lyrics
intro:
promise there’s still good in me
i know i’ve done wrong
been away from the city
and i know its been too long
sorry i changed on you
i’m sorry i changed
im sorry i changed on you
hook:
you been knocking at my heart
i couldn’t see the door
sickness in my spirit, i couldn’t find the cure
pastor say its jesus, but how can i be sure
i’ve been swimming for miles mama & i dont see the shore
no i don’t see the shore
so how can i be sure? (its ya boy bleszt)
verse:
it was unwise vibes when i’d slide with the shooters
three .45 rugers & we live from the hooda! (gang)
if i said that only god could judge me i’d be lying
causе the judge could judge mе and give me 25 just for sliding
lord i knew your law but i mocked your ways
god i knew your word but i walked away
started making rules, then i started breaking em
started selling drugs, then i started taking em
called you for the answer whenever i had a problem
and then i wouldn’t answer when you call, and thats a problem
i know my soul is weak, i know my flesh is rotten
but it’s you who give me strength, & with you i get it poppin!
with princ+p+lities who battle me, to try to to tackle me
to batter me & ruin me and my community
another week another eulogy
another death, but in christ there is life. holy spiritual immunity
some of my ol’ friends be shouting me out
and some of the some of em still be counting me out
thought i was dead, but if you said
that i was down for the count
remember grace & faith can crumble every mountain of doubt
i ain’t worried about whats stressing me
started k!lling whats depressing me
started loving those correcting me
and praise the lord who is blessing me
im where im meant to be
shadrach, meshach, abednego, chemistry!
put me through the fire with lions, i never bend a knee
i was on my last leg, now i’m like a centipede
like i got eleven feet, more faith better peace
being bitter helped me speak to others with a sharp taste
hard to run into the light, when you in a dark place
dead friends, long waits, jail time, heartbreaks
loyalty was part+time, so i had to part ways
can’t smoke the pain away. these days its all laced
don’t know if its weed, fentanyl, or its raw bass
the homies say its all love, i know that its all hate
culture calls it loyalty, bible calls it all fake
i used to sleep with the earth til it quaked
in my pain it would burn, and i learned, cause it aches
on fire with new mercy, lord i burn for your grace
lord your word is a gate, standing stern in my faith
(2nd chronicles. seven+fourteen)
hook:
you been knocking at my heart
i finally see the door!
sickness in my spirit, i finally found the cure!
the bible say its jesus, and im finally sure!
i’ve been swimming for years lord, i finally found the shore
ashes to ashes, dust to dust!
i repent for all my anger, i repent for all my l+st
i’m leaving the world, and im getting back to us!
in god i trust!
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