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blue rain - my first time (a cautionary tale) lyrics

[verse 1]
i was only 12, in my mind i was grown
always by myself, just these rhymes and some poems
he’s driving by, looking fly, pulling over to the side
thought he had the cutest ride, all white, pink stripes
didn’t even think twice, he was prince charming me
forever be in harmony, the ignorance of innocence
should’ve been alarming me, he said that he was 20
bout to be my first and he’d been with plenty
should’ve swerved into reverse but the love that he promise
blinded to the findings that he wasn’t being honest
just saw my adonis and his pocahontas
the fairytale fantasy makes whores from madonnas
movies and the songs showed booties in some thongs
plus the rush to be touched was too much i went along
thought i crushed on what he said, really lust that filled my head
if i sincerely loved him dearly why’d it give me so much dread?

[verse 2]
so where were those fireworks? i don’t know, just kinda hurt
no pleasure had been measured instead i heard some liar’s words
“forever be together, birds’ll sing, confetti thrown
the tv it misleads me cause the truth was never shown
more like a brothel than some romantic novel
when porn becomes the norm we conform, never warned
it’s all an act, matter fact, i was disillusioned
misconstruing love for sex, that is what this culture says
back at home, all alone, oh shit pick up the phone
dial tone, voicemail, why do all my choices fail?
question had me stressing, i guess it’s just a lesson learned
that i should’ve waited because it’s something sacred
a spaceship out the matrix, the places it can take us
or to the depths of shame with no one left to blame
he was ruthless, i was clueless to this stupid adolescent game
i got played, a big mistake, can’t unbreak, no second takes
it kinda sucks to give it up, my first time had been betrayed

- blue rain lyrics

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