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bonnie madison - empty cans - demo lyrics

[verse 1]
permanent decisions stemming from temporary feelings
i made the worst mistake all because i was grieving
a part of me that died and was never given back to me
and now my future isn’t what i planned it to be
i think my liver can handle more than my heart can
god i hope so ’cause i’m making friends with empty cans

[verse 2]
one on the nightstand two on the bed
three by the window four on the desk
god look at us now aren’t we living it up
i’ve been healed by self destruction
been hurt by self help instructions
nothing’s working for me for me
nothing’s working for me
[pre+chorus]
i’m feeling so nostalgic that it’s really, really, really starting to hurt me
it’s hurting me
you see

[chorus]
everybody’s living it up
everybody’s out of the mud
i’m stuck
(ah yeah you are!)
i’m stuck
(ah yeah you are!)
everybody’s flying the nest
everybody’s doing their best
i’m in h+ll
(ah yeah you are!)
i’m in h+ll
(ah yeah you are!)

[verse 2]
i’ve had friends treat me like dirt
i’ve had strangers rule my world
i’ve had blood forget my name
i’ve had mirrors hide in shame
i might have compassion fatigue
when’s it my turn to get a little bit of empathy?
why does n0body check for me?
[bridge]
they pay with apologies to cross my boundaries
i got lost they had a map they never found me
maybe it’s a secret relief cause
the blood on the trail only belongs to me
they’ll get over it they always have
not once has anybody made me feel like i’m anything but a doormat
and sometimes not even that

[pre+chorus]
is it hard to look me in the eye and ask me what i’ve been up to?
i’m not alright, haven’t been for a while and i might just say bye soon

- bonnie madison lyrics

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