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borialis - insecurities lyrics

[instrumental intro]

ay, yo, remember me? it’s rick dahrouge, the losa’
the drug abusa’, the kid who used to wanna shoot ‘cha
walkin’ through the halls wit’ my long hair like i didn’t care
when all you other cornb-lls would just stare
seventh grade, i got sent away to rehab
when i got back, a drug addict reputation’s all i had
after that i cut off all my homies, chilled by my lonely
all the stupid teachers used to stone me
i wasn’t only wild and bad, see i was sad too
but couldn’t understand ’cause my parents was mad cool
takin’ special ed up in the rug room with some r-t-rded kids
[neptune?] was like a zoo
ask e-b-ss, he was in there with me too
and i got mad love for cus’, ’cause he helped to get me through
i’ve been doin’ the wrong d-mn things for so long
had to write ’em all in poems and songs and move on

’cause i got insecurities, some uncertainties
i’m perfect just like everyone else, i do it perfectly
the only one who’s hurtin’ me is me, you see
i go against my own will and indulge in impurities
’cause yo, i got insecurities, i’m not too sure [?]
people always tellin’ me that i need some therapy
the only man who’s scarin’ me is me, you see
i’m worried about me hurtin’ you, but not you hurtin’ me

[short instrumental break]

hyperactive attention deficit
dirty [?] the kids your moms wouldn’t letcha play with
but a lot of stupid sh-t i did, other kids did too
i used to try stuff that even young slim would never do
i used to trip out off of all sorts of cough syrup
believe me, i tried all the cheap highs you hear of
from freon to gasoline to butane
i know that some of that sh-t had to fry my brain
but somehow, i managed to maintain some brain cells
often found myself inside of a jail cell
when i got home, back in my room is where i dwell
you got fond memories? well, my teen years was h-ll
for the most part, i stayed clean, but smoked weed
and eat a lemon, seven-fourteen when things get extreme

[short instrumental break]

now i hear sirens when i think thoughts of violence
sometimes when i sit in silence, i start cryin’, man
i ain’t lyin’. yo, i’m really f-ckin’ tryin’
don’t ever wanna take the blame for someone else dyin’
so, you see, kid? i ain’t about k!llin’ sh-t
but like wu, when it comes to my neck, i must protect it
i wanna wreck sh-t every time that i’m neglected
it’s hard to “forget it” and “dead it” when disrespected
so pray i do the right thing and stop striking
quick as lightning, i’m like a stone cold viking
after all, it’s the insecure man you should look out for
he’s more pr-ne to k!llin’ your fam so lock your d-mn door

[instrumental outro]

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