borpapi - clout insecurities lyrics
yeah, it’s borpapi on the track, yeah, i had a lot going on in my life , i gotta speak it out there
(verse 1)
drop a message now
only get a response like a week from now
yeah it breaks me down
that my message lies a thousand archives down
what should i do now
love you way too much to let go of you now
yeah , yeah, yeah
don’t get me wrong y’all are beautiful friends
i would never want these friendships to reach their ends
i am shattered and i can no longer pretend
lord i pray you may put this depression to end
yeah, okay, yeah
i just honestly miss feeling safe
the crib is a dangerous place
the rents out here causing me pain
at home and at school ain’t no safety to gain
yeah, okay, yeah
(chorus)
i got my clout insecurities
doubting my social capabilities
it’s hurting i’m starting to itch x2
as if my meaning far-fetched
as if my meaning far fetched
as if my meaning far fetched. okay
(verse 2)
and now this new ting we call clout
who made it and what’s it about
suddenly people lose humility
and now i’m below their dignity
these insecurities make me feel sad
they make me feel sad
they make me feel as though i’m way too bad
to be surrounded in your sp-ce
i’m too bad i must be put in my own place
i would be lying if i said i miss the old days
when i was five i still got bullied anyways
i don’t want those friends that when i’m out all they say is “hi and bye”
these n-ggas they rap about racks and ciroc
i ain’t got time for that up on my clock
you gotta discover the real me
you’ll never catch me in the clout scene
(chorus)
i got my clout insecurities
doubting my social capabilities
it’s hurting i’m starting to itch x2
as if my meaning far-fetched
(verse 3)
but real talk this world is a pain to live in
i’m a complicated human -being to understand like is my life worth living
this world is a complicated place filled with so much hate
i feel like on this planet what matters the least is your mental state
the teachers are mad my parents who can be satisfied
it’s like my meaning ain’t nothing and it would make no difference if i died
very little keeping me alive
i’ve been bullied since i was five
i’ve always felt low ’bout myself
been told my ears like an elf
it hurts me and i used to cry
cried way too much my eyes are dry
i wish that daily i could spread love
then disappear like a dove
clout struck my heart broken like thunder
i’m better off six feet under
k one more chorus then it’s a wrap
i will love till death
positivity
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