brand x (us) - vacation lyrics
[intro]
yeah, yeah
young bx
[verse 1]
now, now, now, now
uh, i’m tryna keep it all straight
they all questioning why i’m leaving out late
held down by my thoughts, i can’t even levitate
i been praying that n0body ever see me in this state, uh
my mind filling up with doubt
i been buried alive and i can’t seem to crawl out
friends and fam expecting me to ball out
but when i reach for the energy, it seems i’m all out
tell myself, “i’m good”
but i know that i’m lying
i wanna be the best me
and i know that i’m trying
but i feel so alone
all my walls refortifying
put a little happy mask on
so they can’t see underlying
all my pain and my fears
future be getting unclear
everything that i hold dear
falling apart every time i get near
now i’m at the edge of the pier
tryna hold back all my tears
wonderin’ if it’d be better if i just disappear
[chorus]
i need a vacation
i need a va-, i need a vacation
i need a vacation
i need a va-, i need a vacation
i need to vacate, need to vacate
no one relates, no one relates
tryna hold back and stay in my lane
but everything got me feeling this way
i need a vacation
i need a va-, i need a vacation
and i don’t care if i’m that man to be
i’m bout to jump off the branch of the canopy, uh
[verse 2]
tryna keep it together
weather stay looking so stormy
they say, “yo call on your friends”
but i’m sure they think i’m boring
and i don’t wanna disturb ‘em
i stay in my dormitory
yeah i stay in my dormitory
that’s my only territory
watching the world through my window
watching the time p-ss me by
i wish that i could go join ‘em
i wish that i could still fly
but as i look up to the sky
something tells me it’s too high
and that i will never achieve
the visions i see in my eyes
[chorus]
i need a vacation
i need a va-, i need a vacation, ohh
i need a vacation
i need a va-, i need a vacation
[skit: brand x (tour guide)]
now the curator does not mean in any way
to glorify suicide or suicidal thoughts
he simply wants to convey his message
and his feelings in a personal sp-ce
with that being said, i want to remind you all:
stay safe, and remember you are valued
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