bratter - too many times lyrics
too many times i’ve been pushed to the dirt
too many times i’ve been mentally hurt
too many times
i’ve wanted to die and just give up the search
i mean what’d i do to deserve this?
all this pain that constantly make me feel worthless
make me feel like i can’t hold on
and my parents would have to have a service
“oh it’s fine. just get over it.”
oh you have a solution? please b+tch offer it
don’t f+cking say that sh+t how the f+ck could you know this?
so y’all have the answers to all this sadness bullsh+t?
man, f+ck
y’all don’t understand
why do i even write these songs?
no one even listens to them anyway
i know everybody would be better off
without me on any day
honestly i just give myself false hope
i thought maybe she wasn’t like other hoes
man, juice said it best
all girls are the same
i tell myself that 999 times
never truly processes in my brain
all i do is try and i keep on failing
it got my emotions derailing
i ain’t got looks, but d+mn i got the heart
so why do these hoes keep tearing me apart?
it’s my fault i’m getting involved
i gotta stop, i gotta evolve
it’s hard to focus on anything
when i got sh+t with my demons that aren’t resolved
girls ain’t sh+t, i know that now
i blame myself for looking like a clown
nothing but rain up in these clouds
and these tears fall from my face and flood the ground
i can’t remember the last time i was actually happy
it feels like i don’t even get as much joy from rapping
as i did in “a joke” when people awoke
but now i can’t go a day without feeling cr+ppy
it got to the point where i just screamed “why?”
sitting on my bed with tears in my eyes
i’m honestly getting tired of being a good guy
but i just can’t change no matter how hard i try
put others before myself
sacrifice my own happiness
i ask god for help
he sits on his ass being negligent
i don’t care if he thinks i can get through this
he’s wrong
overestimates me
i’m not that strong
i’m tired, i’m weak
sometimes i don’t even speak
i walk around with my headphones in
listening to sad songs on repeat
it doesn’t make my depression better
it just fits my f+cking mood
i’m constantly being broken
so f+ck yeah i got an attitude
what you gon do about it?
i’m already in pain and misery
i’d easily choose happiness
over going and making history
i gotta be honest
this sh+t gets real old
and y’all wonder why
i’m starting to turn cold?
but hey i got two sides of me
i wonder which one you’ll see?
the one that’s nice and makes the sacrifice
or the one you’ll wish you didn’t meet
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