breezewax – missing you lyrics
verse 1: ahnom
what up homie?
been a minute since i’ve been over what you told me
about pain, about glory, i would always listen closely
but i took the lessons that you taught and wrote a different story
’cause i’m grown now. what you on now
since you lost out helping me be a man even when i fall down?
it’s one of those days where my night’s been disturbed
i awaken choked up and my sight is a blur
and i think about the night you left life premature
only 18. you used to blaze trees
record like your lungs and liver, nah, they really ain’t clеan
but you and i were two of the samе breed
i don’t think a better person could’ve made me
two youngsters raised by new mothers
who never got the chance to find a man who’d love us
but, rather get the kind of man who was too rough and
i was just too small at the time to do something
fact remains, what i am today
might not’ve happened if you hadn’t passed away
we knew you for your temper, with your hands we’d say
my homie packed a jab just like cassius clay
so putting hands on his mother was a bad mistake
my man with the hands imbued another view
to be a man if you put hands on my beloved few
hook: ahnom
my dude, i’m telling you right now we’re missing you
always know all the homies are missing you
yeah your cousin right now she missing you
your moms you already know she’s missing you
i really hope this is something you’ll listen to
best believe i’ll always be missing you
i know now i could never make it right
but till the day i die i’ll remember you for life
verse 2: ahnom
what up homie? i’m kinda different now
i’ve calmed down, grown up, and took a different route
not the scr+pper that you knew, man my fists are down
and i hope with what i say you can listen proud
my life ain’t sizing up and fighting punks
lighting blunts and mixing up codeine inside my cup
ain’t messing with them pills, can’t say i tried them once
or rolling out in someone’s whip and getting caught driving drunk
the lifestyle which you had adhered
would have me drop what i earned and i would lose my career
and i question if my current obligations
would deter you taking pride in the friend that you have taken
but i wonder, what you be saying half the time
would you still be saying now? would it still apply?
are you still 18? are there things you haven’t tried?
have you aged at all? do you grow old in the afterlife?
i gotta say i’m not sure how i’m thinking of ya
are you still my father figure or my little brother?
either way from the bottom of my heart
imma thank you for instilling things that my father never taught like
you always told me it’s fine to be emotional
to remember i write and let emotions go
and until we have each other’s back again
so in your memory i’m my mother’s champion
yo
hook: ahnom
my dude, i’m telling you right now we’re missing you
always know all the homies are missing you
yeah your cousin right now she missing you
your moms you already know she’s missing you
i really hope this is something you’ll listen to
best believe i’ll always be missing you
i know now i could never make it right
but till the day i die i’ll remember you for life
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