cairux - darkest times lyrics
(intro)
sometimes i feel like i am dead
laying all alone upon my bed
in the darkest times i wish you throw my pain away
cos all i see is dark
i feel so f+cking blind
(verse 1)
i’m a stranger now, i don’t even know if i’m alive
used to see the light, but darkness always chased me down
all the thoughts i have, they’re always trying to tear me apart
i can’t control myself, i lost myself again
(bridge)
i don’t even know what’s the point of life
i don’t really know what i keep trying again
i don’t even know if i am dead or not
(chorus)
i am trying so hard
not to fall
not to fail
(verse 2)
the girl i want, she doesn’t care about me
i’m not special, i am nothing, i’m a f+cking ghost
i give my heart, she just brings it back
i’m asking where the f+ck she left the other half
now my soul is missing
i’m broke in pieces
i feel so different
i feel so distant
i don’t know if i could make it
everybody hates me
everybody runs away when i get f+cking closer
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