calenraps - finding my purpose lyrics
[verse 1]
yeah, scared of love, scared of lies
thought we were the perfect pair but apprently you paralyzed
you used to bare it all, and now you barley care to try
and rarely let me in your territory cos you terrified
i swear to god, nothing compares to how we share the vibe
baby we was parallel these other girls are paracites
i saw your parents and i asked em what your spirits like
they said your smile ain’t been near as bright and neither has mine
i used to think things get easy with time but now i see they just get easy at times like when im drinking not thinking about how tonight you gon be sleep’ in my arms my demons never rally leave fo’ that long
[chorus 1]
you know im strvin’ for perfect but life is a circus im grinding im working while finding my purpose and reasons why i think im not worthless and sometimes i bite off more then i can chew, probably should’ve been prioritising you
[verse 2]
say i love you with my mouth but my actions just ain’t been as loud
thought i could blow up while also holding you down
im lonley even when ive got hoes and homies around
searching for those moments we found, it never appeared
if i never was clear, i ain’t wanna seperate for 70 years
didn’t think we’d ever be here, but here we are
[verse 3]
had this fear of falling in love since i seen the marriage of my parents fail, life is only fair on a fairest wheel or in a fairytales
marijuana all in my fingernails i ain’t fairin’ well, fake smile
on my face afriad i ain’t gon’ wear it well, from fairy rides to farewells, sad because im sober put your heart inside a cast im so bad as a c-ssonova all i ask is you dont smash all these rappers im p-ssing over, goin’ backwards on my path to closure
no gps, the more i need you, you need me less
wish i could re-live life, wish i could releive stress
i get the same results because i repeat steps i just can’t resist its like i need regrets
[verse 2]
ive been finding my surface but im honestly nervous im searching and searching but won’t find my purpose and reasons why i think im not worhtless and sometimes i bite off more than i can chew, didn’t know i was demoralizing you
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