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callum bell - lost hope lyrics

i lost hope,i lost my mind
i fear god will tell me it’s my time
through the pain, i looked in the mirror
all i saw, was a stone cold k!ller
what do you do when your life’s a mess
you bring out a blade and you start a new sesh
im starting to get cold,i can feel the breeze
feel the rhythm go straight down to my knees
don’t worry, i’m almost done
will you be happy when i’m finally gone?
i don’t want anyone crying at my funeral
i want you all to know that life’s not renewable
everybody knows life’s a test, everyone thinks that there the best
most of all, everyones has to accept
most of us are all really depressed
i’m all alone, stuck in this room
trying to reach the phone to get rid of this mess
there’s blood everywhere, i don’t know what to do
god before i go, all i wanna do is confess
wanna get rid of all this stress
just wanna feel truly blessed
just wanna get everything of my chest

i lost hope,i lost my mind
i fear god will tell me it’s my time
i refuse to say goodbye
i don’t wanna go
not just yet
i lost hope,i lost my mind
i fear god will tell me it’s my time
i’m out here losing my mind
no one on this earth i’ll ever find

i didn’t wanna, give up so quick
most of all it wasn’t even because of a chick
everyone seemed to think it was a trick
truth was that i’m really sick
i need help
i need love
i need respect
from all above
left here just thinking how
how did i end up here right now
where did everything go wrong, i was once so strong
i cried myself to sleep, hoping next day i didn’t have deal with it
everything seems so deep,what i mean is that i really really think i’m cheap
i wanna fix things but not alone, my heart is about to overflow
just like my blood, i’m losing control

i lost hope,i lost my mind
i fear god will tell me it’s my time
i refuse to say goodbye
i don’t wanna go
not just yet
i lost hope and i lost my mind
i fear god will tell me it’s my time
i’m out here losing my mind
no one on this earth i’ll ever find

first off, i started losing hours
then i started to lose all my powers
hoping everything would be fine
turns out
everything would start to decline
my airways starting to debate
do you really like this or do you hate
everything was all too late
i got sacked instead of quitting
it was better than getting told loads of bullsh+tting
started to think about that dark place
telling everyone that i’m losing fate
found out i was so easy to replace
maybe it’s time to put all this straight
end my life and get out of this place
i can’t even look at my own face
just wanna get everything of my chest

i lost hope,i lost my mind
i fear god will tell me it’s my time
i refuse to say goodbye
i don’t wanna go
not just yet
i lost hope, and i lost my mind
i fear god will tell me it’s my time
i’m out here losing my mind
no one on earth i’ll ever find

just don’t feel like i exist
just out here waiting to get a fix
fear not, i am with you,try not to be dismayed
i just don’t feel like i exist
just say here waiting for a twist
feel my body starting to get numb
my head starting to see a new outcome
the pills aren’t working, grabbed a knife
started to get into position
finally going to end my mission
sat in the perfect place
looking at my wrists
thinking about my old bucket list
thinking where all my dreams have gone
just started to dig down straight
wishing what could of been
this is my new beginning
i can see the light

telling myself
i don’t wanna go
but it’s all too late now
wishing life was different
but i’ve got to accept fate
last words i said was looking at the bible and i just went woah!

- callum bell lyrics

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