captainseagloof - change lyrics
(verse)
there’s a lot of things wrong with me
that i just don’t understand
but i realized
that my saddest days
will never come to an end
but after i change
that’s when happiness begins
and i can live my life in love
and in love with myself
looking back at the days
when i hated myself
i’m loving myself
change
is what i think that i’m needing
my mental state that i’m feeding
horrible thoughts that i’m breeding
change
is something i should be looking forward too
i mean i really got nothing to loose
take out that noose
pour out my heart
and light up the fusе
fix up my floor
paint the walls ocean blue
maybе i should open up
and clean out my room
maybe i should start looking for
change
it’s kinda weird
i’m 14, but i don’t know what to do
i don’t like talking to people
that i think that are new
to me
i gotta get used
to
other people
and to tighten my screws
falling in love
is scary to me
because its never happened to me
i think that i’m growing
but i’m nothing to me
i gotta get better
and if i don’t
i cause my own defeat
my own deciet
man i’m pitiful when it comes to me
since i could barely breathe
i knew there was more to me
didn’t know it then
but i kinda know it now
i guess there’s more to see
but until then
i guess i’ll be working on me
looking for
change
change
change
(outro)
what’s my purpose
i feel so worthless
do i have a purpose in life?
am i worth it?
or am i trusting in your lies?
why?
why?
why?
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