carry on, october! - adderall / anarcho-nihilism lyrics
[verse: maeve]
pump me up with drunk and drugs
i wish i understood the way you’re moving
you’re just so d+mn confusing
and i don’t get it
i don’t want that much from life
a small apartment just to make my music
you might call me a loser
but i won’t listen
[chorus: maeve & ouro]
i’ve been avoiding adderall
like it’s the plague
but in this economy
i need the extra focus
hocus pocus, pop the pill to
make it somewhere in this lifetime
got no lifeline
when’s the revolution coming, and will it call my landline?
[verse: maeve]
i don’t mind the emptiness
the bottle drains like all the rest, diffusing
drip drop, drip drop, i’m boozing
so i can smile
under this administration
most are not surprised to find me using
well, it’s more like abusing
but what’s the difference?
[chorus: maeve & ouro]
i’ve been avoiding adderall
like it’s the plague
but in this economy
i need the extra focus
hocus pocus, pop the pill to
make it somewhere in this lifetime
got no lifeline
when’s the revolution coming, and will it call my landline?
[bridge: maeve]
slow down
take it step by step
day by day, it’s okay
nothing’s gonna happen in the next few minutes
oh sh+t, here come the nukes
[solo: ouro]
[chorus: maeve & ouro]
i’ve been avoiding adderall
like it’s the plague
but in this economy
i need the extra focus
hocus pocus, pop the pill to
make it somewhere in this lifetime
got no lifeline
when’s the revolution coming, and will it call my landline?
i’ve been avoiding adderall
like it’s the plague
but in this economy
i need the extra focus
hocus pocus, pop the pill to
make it somewhere in this lifetime
got no lifeline
when’s the revolution coming, and will it call my landline?
oh yeah!
[verse: maeve]
i kinda hope you already know
ev’rything that i’ve been through
’cause i wasn’t looking forward
to explaining it again
and the rain outside is beautiful
it smells of petrichor
and the thunder’s worst it’s been in years
i wish that there were more
i hope that i was never too unkind
unraveling myself to know my mind
and i hope that my loved one’s can bear to find
that i unraveled myself just to know my mind
and i miss my old therapists
i wish that i could tell them
that i’m doing a little better
i’m also doing a little worse
and i wonder if it matters
if it meant something at all
and i’m looking out my window
as rain continues to fall
i hope that i was never too unkind
unraveling myself to know my mind
and i hope that my loved one’s can bear to find
that i unraveled myself just to know my mind
[chorus: maeve]
anarcho+nihilism
yeah, i wonder what it means
’cause i hear that phrase repeated
in the darkness of my dreams
my fam’ly gives me sideways glances
wond’ring what is wrong
i could write a f+cking musical
but i’m writing folk punk songs
if i could change the way i am
think i’d live another life
’cause i make mistakes so often
frankly, i’m n0body’s type
if society collapses
i ain’t inclined to disagree
’cause my death is my decision
and my death belongs to me
[verse: maeve & ouro]
if music is my therapy
why pay for it at all?
’cause i’d rather use that scratch
to pay some cat for adderall
’cause at least that helps me focus
while i’m bumming for my bills
and sometimes i’ll just take it
for the motherf+cking thrill
i hope that i was never too unkind
unraveling myself to know my mind
and i hope that my loved one’s can bear to find
that i unraveled myself just to know my mind
[chorus: maeve & ouro]
anarcho+nihilism
yeah, i wonder what it means
’cause i hear that phrase repeated
in the darkness of my dreams
my fam’ly gives me sideways glances
wond’ring what is wrong
i could write a f+cking musical
but i’m writing folk punk songs
if i could change the way i am
think i’d live another life
’cause i make mistakes so often
frankly, i’m n0body’s type
if society collapses
i ain’t inclined to disagree
’cause my death is my decision
and my death belongs to me
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