catfromthetrash. - 2nd thoughts lyrics
i’m drowning myself in potions
so numb, i can’t feel pain
got a bottle full of happy thoughts
and poured it down the drain
it’s not the same
when those who love you
have to watch you go insane
i’m happy, i tell myself
as if everything’s okay
self hate is a habit
a reflex when i panic
drinking antidote
my soul is crying heavily
sing her back to sleep
she’s humming melodies
although it’s heavenly
i must lie her down in the casket
and walk without empathy
cried as i put her in
she’s fast asleep
grabbing onto my jacket sleeve
this is something that has to happen
drastically tearing up
she’s so beautiful to me
the reason i imagined
a better place than this place
lately i’ve been feeling frantic
i’m trapped in imaginations
impatiently, breaking things that i own
it’s just me all along
what a journey to travel
to find that out on my own
shoulda learned it when i heard
happiness was a lonely road
alone again
so sad
i guess i’m broken
so sad
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