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ceeingee - fade lyrics

[intro]
in life, i just seem to be down more than happy
i recently lost a gran, i just don’t even know who i am now
i’m afraid one day that i’ll wake up as a different person
just wake up not known who i am anymore
when i look into the mirror all i see is this person
[verse 1]
i sometimes think what is life worth living for
i sometimes wanna just end it, just fall on the floor
put a knife through me, ain’t i gonna be good if i rap more
yeah i’m legit, i ain’t some kind of person who does this sh-t just for fun
i do it as a job, a profession til my life is done
i just hate how i’m living my life
gettin’ closer to the f-ckin’ d-mn knife
gettin’ told i ain’t good, it’s f-ckin’ school all over again
i just wanna be the person i wanna be, not the laughin’ stock of rap g-nius
i’m just a cr-pper who is in f-ckin’ pieces
i feel like i’m another f-ckin’ species
i ain’t done with this sh-t yet, i ain’t gonna give up
i’ve tried and yet i’ve always came back up
f-ck this, i ain’t gonna give up tryin’ to be famous
i’m just a lonely kid who is just f-ckin’ thinkin’ to end it
[hook]
there’s nothing for me as i fade
there’s nothing for me but a sharp razor blade
there’s nothing for me to live for, i ain’t gettin’ payed
nothing for me as i fade, as i fade, as i fade
i sometimes think no one ever cares about me
puttin’ me down low and makin’ me feel f-ckin’ sh-t
[verse 2]
what in the f-ck am i gonna do
i’ve got nothin’ else poppin’ up in my mind
rewind life with a time machine and just watch my life go forward
i don’t wanna live this life no more, i just hate how this sh-t is just buggin’ me
the sh-t i’ve been through, bein’ depressed and acting like i’m 2
how in the h-ll on earth am i gonna survive in this big world
man, what am i gotta do?
sittin’ in my room all day, i hardly see the outside world
maybe if i go to the shops or a bar, but that’s all
i consider myself lonely yo
is life worth living, tell me that
all the bullyin’ i’ve suffered, all the hate that i got
i thought i was gonna just laugh it out but i’m startin’ to be my old self
punching walls at the one least f-ckin’ comment
giving myself worse than h-ll torment
[hook]
there’s nothing for me as i fade
there’s nothing for me but a sharp razor blade
there’s nothing for me to live for, i ain’t gettin’ payed
nothing for me as i fade, as i fade, as i fade
i sometimes think no one ever cares about me
puttin’ me down low and makin’ me feel f-ckin’ sh-t
[verse 3]
writin’ a rap, i get writer’s block
yeah, i made a song about that, but it got an outburst of dislikes
felt like i was sittin’ on sharp spikes
feelin’ so insecure, i got f-ckin’ slight autism
my life ain’t as good as i want it to be
f-ck this, am i a big baby
i cry like one, that’s for sure
f-ck this ya’ll, i need something to make me so secure
if that’s possible, one day i could be found dead and get rushed to hospital
[outro]
i just don’t know where i am most of the times now
i’ve just wonder if my life is gonna get better
i just don’t even know what life is, what life is about
why i have it, why i’m living it
i just sometimes thinkin’ that my life is gonna fade

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