ceeingee – from tha start lyrics
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from tha start i’ve had problems but didn’t know how to fix them
from tha start i knew there were ways but didn’t know how to go around ’em… from tha start
[verse 1]
have you ever wondered what life will be like if you re-live it
rewrite it and enjoy life back in the day again without any sin that you have to repent for
i’ve been down lately and i just don’t know what to do
i’ve tried to sleep in the dark for more than 20 minutes and it ain’t workin’
gettin’ depressed is what i’m gettin’
bettin’ my life will never be good again, never the same when i wanna rewind back before i had my first window cracked
i remember the boy
black hair and chubby
i didn’t had much of a good hobby
i can remember most of my life like it was just the day before
[hook]
from tha start i’ve had problems but didn’t know how to fix them
from tha start i knew there were ways but didn’t know how to go around ’em… from tha start
[verse 2]
have you ever been in distress and feel a knife through your chest
i have, i tell ya it ain’t the best
it’s worse than you ever thought in your life, worse than a knee cut pain so if you suffered it then i can try and help but right now i’m going through the same so it might be a bit hard, sh-t i’ve tried hard but trying hard can sometimes be more harder, not easier so life is a h-ll on earth sometimes
i’ve had it a lot, bein’ depressed and wanting to end it
lookin’ at the knife beside me thinkin’ if i just go through with it… will i be missed or will i not be missed
if you feel like you wanna do that then take a big think and deep breath and say no
i just feel down a lot, since my gran but i love her
she knows that and she’ll be lookin’ down on me with a big smile and me to up to her but i can’t see her but in my mind i can
[hook]
from tha start i’ve had problems but didn’t know how to fix them
from tha start i knew there were ways but didn’t know how to go around ’em… from tha start
[verse 3]
if you’ve been down then make sure you help yourself from the start of it all happened
when rap and i feel goodness inside
i try to do that more but sometimes i just can’t take it
hundreds can relate, i bet they can but how much though
i feel like i just wanna show some anger but not so much ‘cuz i wanna stay calm without puttin’ a blade through my arm and goin’ crazy whenever i feel a sting in my palm
i try to rap but no one is lately listening to my sh-t and i feel like a n-body
suffering head pains and running out of paink!llers
goin’ psycho and mad with a sore head and punchin’ my room mirror til it smashes and i can hear a shouting in my ears
i fall but can’t get back up so if anyone can help me to get back up in life and be strong then i can help others too
[hook]
from tha start i’ve had problems but didn’t know how to fix them
from tha start i knew there were ways but didn’t know how to go around ’em… from tha start
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