ceelito - memories lyrics
how my mate slipped quick and overdose in the park now a mum lost a kid she crying into my arms
and i’m thinking when i grow old all this pain does it past
got me i’m thinking when i grow old use this fame as mask
i was always half full till, emptied the glass my best friend puffed smoke and it ended his heart
i’m looking at deaths note and that’s the stares in his eyes
and is stairs to the skies cuz all i’m seeing is h+ll
feel like i’m stared in disguised and i ain’t seeing no help
just put these pills to the side and pour a cup full liquor
and just remember thе times instead of staring a picture
if i could picturе the time, i’d change it all in a second
if i could get it all together, bashing walls like a victim
drugs ain’t making it no better, it ain’t all my decision
till i’m sitting in a prison thinking where i went wrong
but i know i got my family and i know where i belong
my older brother like a father ever since i was young
but sometimes looking at the man and thinking who i’ve become
now everybody wanna tell me he ain’t good for my life
when ain’t seeing any body sitting right by my side
when we was going wars i’ll take your backwards in time
when i was sleeping on the floor my lil brother always crying
mum ain’t knowing what to do kicked my older brother out
“he be always fkn lying blowing smoke up out his mouth”
till i got a lil older kinda new i had to bounce mum ain’t wanting me to stay, and then one day she kicked me out
but it’s only memories so let’s remember his story
thinking was it meant to be, or was it meant to be lost
forgotten memories they sent to me through cemetery plots
how they only memories but just remember the cost
how they only memories but just remember the lost
all these seedless memories and they ain’t growing my mind
i’m thinking one day if i grow will i eventually shine
cuz all these f+ckers wanna know but i can’t give em the time
just grinding trynna get mine, so i can climb up in a high spot
i be trynna get by but i’m still stuck up in the same spot
hate cops, still be in these streets from which i came from
pay phones still be indiscrete from what i take home
make dough, still be on the switch like a nintendo
fakes friends not knowing who to be keeping in close
i’ll feel like junkies on the street cuz i be speaking to ghost
thinking which girl to keep, so i just keep on my toes
i never listened to streets cuz all the people they froze
cuz all these olders wanna chat spitting higher advice but all i seeing is a trap blazing fire and ice
and what’s it cost to be the boss cuz imma higher the price
steady changing up the odds cuz i be written on dice
i use to hustle for a tenner then i been in a box, i’ve never f+cked up a job an then befriended a cop are you stupid
but more often then not i shouldn’t even be alive i’m just surviving a plot
i’m thinking wash away my sins if i just die on cross
with a crown full of th+rns does it all mean something now
mum weren’t proud when i was born it torn to something out
just remember what is lost the cost to get it out i’m just hoping if i’m lost you won’t forget me now
but it’s only memories so let’s remember his story
thinking was it meant to be, or was it meant to be lost
forgotten memories they sent to me through cemetery plots
how they only memories but just remember the cost
how they only memories but just remember the lost
all these seedless memories and they ain’t growing my mind
i’m thinking one day if i grow will i eventually shine
cuz all these f+ckers wanna know but i can’t give em time
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