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cg kid - hungry ghost lyrics

i was hurting underneath the surface as a kid
i felt like i was living with a furnace in my ribs
i felt i had no purpose i was a worthless piece of sh+t
my life is nothing but a comedy the circus that i live
i’m staring at a nurse that’s made of all of the abuse
the only thing i f+cking do when i’m stepping in my school
is make my bullies feel amused i go home hiding every bruise
there’s never silence in my room my parents fighting and it’s never through

all i ever wanted was a feeling that i’m wanted
all i ever wanted was a feeling of abundance
but i look into the mirror feelings so disgusted
mental state corrupted like a bucket full of f+ck+its
i’m a bringing all the ruckus
when i’m fighting this injustice
take the duster then i huff it
till i’m bluer than a muppet
yeah i’m f+cking self destructive
come from h+ll so watch me plummet
to my death, never had something left so pass the f+cking meth

i’ve got more than a bad habit
every single day i quit next day right back at it
chasin’ the black magic as it soars through my synapsis
feel i gotta have it
i’ve got more than a bad habit
every single day i quit next day right back at it
chasin’ the black magic as it soars through my synapsis
feel i gotta have it
reminiscin’ when i’m thinking about all the fun times
mixing all the drinking with my homies while we bump white
rollin’ up a blunt while we’re cranking up the sublime
homies are my ride or die it’s like we got some blood ties

but the fun disappeared like a magic trick
now we feel like maggots stuck within the jacket of our skin
chasin’ the white dragon while i’m packing up a fat syringe
i do what i gotta do to forget the casket of my friends

i’m chasing all the bowls of meth
i take a hit and gold my breath
to fill the holes within my chest
i feel so broken and oppressed
i’m either dosed or in cold sweats
it’s like my soul has been possessed
my life was stolen by a theft
i cook my brains on coals of dread

i feel so hopeless when i’m homeless underneath a bridge
feeling dope sick gotta get loaded just to live
this life i chose it with the motive of a broken kid
i just wanted to be wanted, f+ck this sh+t

i’ve got more than a bad habit
every single day i quit next day right back at it
chasin’ the black magic as it soars through my synapsis
feel i gotta have it
i’ve got more than a bad habit
every single day i quit next day right back at it
chasin’ the black magic as it soars through my synapsis
feel i gotta have it
i’m a slave to my past when it’s making my decisions
i’ma pave a new path i refuse to play the victim
what i say when i rap is the state of an addiction
it’s a pain that is passed in a twisted f+cking system

i’m breaking out this prison
take the walls and then i pick them
remain patient through the tension
this is my shawshank redemption

stay on the grind
one day at a time
pray for the light
to shine through the chains of my mind

if you suffer from abuse i wrote this tune for you
you’re a lot like me and i feel i’m a lot like you
we’re both dealing with a pain we feel we gotta soothe
we’re both coming from a world that loves to persecute

they tell you that you’re nothing but a druggie
while they’re sippin’ on their bubly
well let me tell you that you’re a brother to me
the brightest lights come from the darkest place
i’m proud to represent you with the arson that i f+cking spray

- cg kid lyrics

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