chaotick - structure of my mind lyrics
[chorus]
the more i crunch, yeah, the more i speak
and the more you talk means the less you breathe
and the more you bleed means you’ve been deceived
the structure of my mind is an endless beat
of a drum
(yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh)
in the slums, everyday, every night
do a drive by on nuns like a gangster
i bite my tongue, i tried life then died twice for fun
yeah i see your ice
(ice, ice)
hope you drown, i’m a clown in this freak show, sticking out, wow
am i thinking out loud again, i’m a stallion
but i’m bound to go cower when the album
ends
[verse 1]
i’m an outlaw, southbound
looking round town, don’t know what to do and a crowds out now
good thing i’m bulletproof but the crowds bringing heat like a mob on the street
torches, pitchforks
it’s for my torment, going dormant, absorb my origin story it’s more important
i’m on the doorsteps of your house, looking in your windows now you’re running out you fell for my dilemma, i’ma k!ll you know
[chorus]
the more i crunch, yeah, the more i speak
and the more you talk means the less you breathe
and the more you bleed means you’ve been deceived
the structure of my mind is an endless beat
of a drum
(yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh)
in the slums, everyday, every night
do a drive by on nuns like a gangster
i bite my tongue, i tried life then died twice for fun
yeah i see your ice
(ice, ice)
hope you drown, i’m a clown in this freak show, sticking out, wow
you looking through the peephole and see me staring down
get a knock on your door and you’re k!lled at this hour
(verse 2)
you think that i’m great
(hm)
well i’m not
i’m a straight fraud, pimping all these fake thoughts in my songs
nonstop, round the clock, writing blockbuster level songs
i’m on top of the world when i give this my all
but i’m still cynical, hate the world i live in, i’m a k!ller on the beats but a realist on the streets
yeah, i am feeling so pitiful, that’s what i get, huh?
treat my friends like trash and then ask them if i am good
i’m not a warrior who makes your towns get gorier, i’m just a little boy in this world whose getting his stories turnt
my mind splitting to thirds, one for family, one for school, and one for the importance of words
yeah i mean lyrical, or just being a good person
but how i can do that if all i do is feel worthless
most of my life, yeah, i have felt this way
same day i turned 13, tried to take my life away
it’s expectations you give me that try to make me great
but those are the same things that make my mind go blank
like a bullet with no gunpowder, could i go louder
i don’t know, i’m astounded you think i’m a crowd pleasers
i’m a stout liar, i’ma cause crowd fire, one day but for now i am a barker not a biter
i am hopeless, i am worthless, and i loathe it, always hurting
like a stove top i am burning, and i k!ll you just to get their mouths wider
i used to be afraid of sharing my feelings, but now it’s all i do
let’s see if it’ll be long before the bullet goes through
i hope to make it out this mess, i’m stressed, 24/7, heart beating out of my chest
[chorus]
the more i crunch, yeah, the more i speak
and the more you talk means the less you breathe
and the more you bleed means you’ve been deceived
the structure of my mind is an endless beat
of a drum
(yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh)
in the slums, everyday, every night
do a drive by on nuns like a gangster
i bite my tongue, i tried life then died twice for fun
yeah i see your ice
(ice, ice)
hope you drown, i’m a clown in this freak show, sticking out, wow
you looking through the peephole and see me staring down
get a knock on your door and you’re k!lled at this hour
[outro]
(knock)
h#llo? officer?
sir, i think you’ll need to sit down for this
why, what’s wrong?
sir, please it’s your son. he was found dead, it appears to be suicide
what?
i’m sorry, he’s gone
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