charlie winsmore - manic in portland lyrics
[intro]
i’ve been thinking about how to explain it
i’ve been thinking about how to explain it
but i don’t know if i can
it’s just one of those things
you’ve gotta feel it for yourself
[chorus]
sh+t can get real scary real quickly
tell me i’m not god now, b+tch please
explain to me how this is a disease?
i’ve been living off these pills and this whiskey
i’ve been awake for 50 hours
i don’t f+cking need to eat, i don’t f+cking need to shower
she says i’m being irrational, i don’t f+cking doubt her
but i’m sorry ‘cause there’s nothing i can’t do with my power
[verse]
i’ve been making big plans
mom is worried about her kid
she put out welfare checks
well these cops can suck my d+ck
you say i can’t talk to god?
well god tells me you’re a b+tch
they changed my whole pill regiment
well tell me how that went
‘cause i’m feeling real nice
feel like i can see the future with these two f+cking eyes
i just downed a whiskey bottle with some motherf+cking sprite
that’s a lot of f+cking liquor i just wonder if i’ll die
[chorus]
sh+t can get real scary real quickly
tell me i’m not god now, b+tch please
explain to me how this is a disease?
i’ve been living off these pills and this whiskey
i’ve been awake for 50 hours
i don’t need to f+cking eat, i don’t need to f+cking shower
she says i’m being irrational, i don’t f+cking doubt her
but i’m sorry ‘cause there’s nothing i can’t do with my power
[interlude]
it can get… really dark… really fast…
and…. you only really know if you’ve been there
it’s a little uncomfortable, i know
stick with me
[verse]
i was born bipolar, well i like that
because this feeling? well you can’t price that
i see anything i like, then i swipe that
oh, not enough money in the bank? well that’s my bad
i’ve been feeling impulsive, i hope you don’t mind if i vent:
i got a little crazy sent a message to my ex
i hid and disappeared and she wondered where i went
sorry, i’ve absolved myself of all common f+cking sense
because i told you from the start
collecting demons for no reason
i’ve been trying to check my heart
oh it’s beating pretty fast
while i’m speeding in my car
80 in a residential beaming like a shooting star
you’re probably wondering: is this fact or is this fiction?
well let me tell you something little funny about addiction
when you’re manic it’s much easier to f+ck with your prescription
and when that sh+t happens god will send you on a mission
[chorus]
sh+t can get real scary real quickly
tell me i’m not god now, b+tch please?
explain to me how this is a disease
i’ve been living off these pills and this whiskey
i’ve been awake for 50 hours
i don’t f+cking need to eat, i don’t f+cking need to shower
she says i’m being irrational, i don’t f+cking doubt her
but i’m sorry ‘cause there’s nothing i can’t do with my power
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