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charliepa - pisces lyrics

[verse 1]
sitting with a stoic gaze, staring at the broad horizon
patiently waiting for the sun to come out, temperature rising
the humid weather reminding me of when i was younger
back when i had a lot more pure motivation and hunger
nowadays i just sit around with no ambitions
to go outside and ease my mind, hide in the air conditionin’
i find comfort from the madness within
and all i really have left are my thoughts and my pen
yeah, ’cause i’m struggling to find my own identity
i’m looking to and fro just to find some kind of remedy
i seem depressed, i’m forgetting the good mеmories
i’ve come to rеalize that i am my worst enemy
constantly looking for a way out my f+cking head
the voices urging and telling me that i’m better off dead
six feet deep in the dirt as i rest in my bed
aquariums can be made with the tears that i shed
’cause i feel nothing in my heart except remorse and regret
to the one that i hurt the most, i’ll never forget
all the time we spent together and i’m glad that we met
and all i have are the memories, i’m paying my debt
once i think my depression is gone, it keeps on coming back to me
all i ever want in my life is to live happily
my demons chasing after me, desensitized to tragedy
i’m looking to surrender to the unknown and to gravity
i’m lost in this world without you holding my hand
i find it hard to forgive you when i got left in the sand
you disappeared without a trace once the sh+t hit the fan
and i’ve been struggling to cope with my losses, it’s getting hard to stand
relationship anxiety, i f+cking self+sabotaged
i’m insecure as f+ck, and you can see it dressed in camouflage
i let myself go, i’m f+cking mad at my health
i’m doing everything i can to stop me from hanging myself
[chorus]
relax your mind, homie, please settle down
relax your mind, homie, please settle down
relax your mind, homie, please settle down
set your heart ablaze, i promise to hold it down for you
relax your mind, homie, please settle down
relax your mind, homie, please settle down
relax your mind, homie, please settle down
set your heart ablaze, i promise to hold it down, uh

[verse 2]
the sun is coming out and all the clouds start to move
i keep my eyes to the sky and never glued to my shoes
so many things i wanna say to you, but it’s not worth it anymore
it’s best for me to move on, i’ll just let it rain and let it pour
i made some mistakes, i’ll admit it, i’ll admit it
i was stuck inside my head, i found it hard to stay committed
i apologize to the ones i hurt the most, i know your pain
i hope you’re doing well, bruh, you were the one who kept me sane
and i’ve been seeking therapy and learning how to right my wrongs
speaking to you through my heart and pouring it all in these songs
staying up all night writing lyrics, go to sleep at dawn
starting my healing journey, i’m knowing that the road is long
you can feel the pain and my spirit inside this poetry
but little did i know this is exactly where i’m supposed to be
and all the skeletons are finally ready to hear my story
a face+off with my ills will bring me closer to a life of glory

- charliepa lyrics

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