chaz cardigan - not ok! lyrics
[verse 1]
18 with a hammer at my senior prom
ripping couches in the bas-m-nt of a country club
that was my first panic attack
i knew couldn’t get my youth all back
i got a temper from my old man, used to black out
then i started drinking liquor ’til my cash ran down
i was living in the house with the band
couldn’t pay rent, couldn’t keep a job, didn’t have a plan
[pre-chorus]
some days, man i’ve got it all together
most days though i’m just trying to get better
[chorus]
everybody’s got that something
we can’t fix with love or money
even when it pulls me under
get so high that it just seems funny
how many times can i fake it
before it breaks me, i’m not okay
i’m not okay
everyone feels like they’re crazy
why can’t i say it? i’m not okay
i’m not okay!
i’m not okay
[verse 2]
23 and skipping obligations
for some fake crush when i start to lose my patience
i get stoned on going too fast
and what a rush when we finally crash
i know a little bit more now than i used to
but at the cost i payed, i’m pretty sure i got screwed
i spent a few nights sleeping in my car
took it too far a couple times getting kicked out of the bar
some days, man i’ve got it all together
most days though i’m just trying to get better
[chorus]
everybody’s got that something
we can’t fix with love or money
even when it pulls me under
get so high that it just seems funny
how many times can i fake it
before it breaks me, i’m not okay
i’m not okay
everyone feels like they’re crazy
why can’t i say it? i’m not okay
i’m not okay!
i’m not okay
[bridge]
maybe when 50 i’ll figure it out
get my s— put together in a nice clean house
maybe that’s a pipe dream
[chorus]
everybody’s got that something we can’t fix with love or money
even when it pulls me under
get so high that it just seems funny
how many times can i fake it
before it breaks me, i’m not okay
i’m not okay
everyone feels like they’re crazy
why can’t i say it? i’m not okay
i’m not okay!
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