chivalery - big sister lyrics
[verse]
yeah
i like to look back at the old days
our relationship started at a young age
god knows if anything happens, i’m on my way
those couples years, every night i’d sit and pray
that you were always safe
even if we weren’t on the same page
part of me feels like we switched lanes
both of us working on getting into a stronger phase
this beat’s got me in a reminiscence daze
when i heard what happened, i got mad
but part of me was glad it happenеd
most of me just wanted to+
i ain’t gonna finish that line
it’s crazy what was going through my mind
i’m glad wе can both leave that day behind
and we’re able to focus on our own drives
getting to our own light
but still stand side by side
you’re not my aunt, you’re a big sister to me
yeah, and i guess that’s who dad raised us to be
d+mn
yeah
i can’t act like we’ve always been friends
i sent you a long text, wish i never sent it
to you it prolly didn’t make sense
but now it would prolly give you two cents
for me it was tryna help you make amends
before you were too far off the deep end
wishing it was the old days before we had to pay rent
before it felt like we were h+ll bent
before we needed drugs to feel high, yeah
i remember back to us as kids
when we’d always be stables
playing with horses in those vhs cases
before we had to clean off the table
cus we’d play till the table had to be made for dinner
yeah
it’s true that you don’t know what you have till it falls apart
d+mn, our relationship nearly fell apart
but i’m glad we never fell apart
cus life would’ve be so fricking hard
agh
i remember back to both of us laughing
florida georgia line blasting
i remember us tryna rap it
but we didn’t care if we messed it up
we’d just cruise and be happy
nowadays those things are hard to imagine
you went off to college and i was worried something might happen
you dropped and i kinda got mad
but four years later i did the same thing
that’s just what happens
almost a year ago we drove up to go and spread his ashes
we teared up when we got into each other’s graspes
i imagine it was his way of saying, no matter what nothing will ever happen
between us
driving back down to ct i had thought and i laughed
one day would be back up there?
prolly not gonna happen and it’s kinda tragic
even though the distance, i’ll never be distant
cus you’re a big sister to me
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