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chivalery - hate you lyrics

[intro: malcom x]
we ended up even hating ourselves
without even realizing it
because you can’t hate the roots of the tree and not hate the tree
you can’t hate your origin and not end up hating yourself

[verse]
yeah
another night staring at the ceiling
another night sitting up contemplating
another night fighting
wondering if my time is wasting
depression keeps on accelerating
i want the best for myself but i ain’t chasing
i want the best for myself but i ain’t changing
i’ve started to try escaping
went and got a new addiction
at least it’s not prescription
yeah
tryna get the fam to listen
i’m not the same no more
i’ve been contradicting
but i’m not even the same musician
so, yeah, i’ve changed
but not the way, i’m supposed to
and lately i can’t even trust my own intuition
can’t even trust my own religion
maybe i gotta change my attitude
but i look in the mirror and the only breakthrough
is the punch i threw
d+mn, i wonder who knew?
who knew my life would turn into a corkscrew
broken glass covering the floor
black and red soaking into the boards
and i try to ignore the pain
try to ignore the pain
while i cut my cords
while i cut my cords
[hook]
mmm
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
that i hate you

[verse]
yeah
we both know i don’t like you
we both know that’s not supposed to be
but you see, i can’t stop
tears looking like rain drops
we’ve started coping with the nicotine
yet we keep stressing
i’m not a jealous person
but why do i keep on trying to impress them?
i keep failing
i’m not perfect enough
every little thing, is bigger than me
ocd’s k!lling me
i care more about how people think of me
then i care for my well being
my heart keeps beating but it doesn’t feel like it has a meaning
i look in the mirror and i keep screaming
but n0body’s hearing
it’s on the inside that i keep weeping
and i still haven’t heard my reason
even though i keep pleading
i just wanna stop breathing
but don’t want the pain of grieving
no, i don’t want the pain of grieving
so to my family, i love you
i’m sorry if you’re hearing this
and i’ve already had my disappearing
i don’t hate you, no
i hate me
[hook]
mmm
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
that i hate you

[outro]
ht, ecaep ni tser

- chivalery lyrics

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