choking on existence - far away lyrics
yeah
sorry that i lost myself in this mess
sorry that i always put your love to the test
i just wanna be a normal kid get some rest
two dead friends and i know i’m next
what’s comin’ next
please help
i stay up all night and i’m feelin’ kinda sick
i wanna move on but our history still exists
i won’t ever have you back but i guess it’s what it is
cold and alone
yeah, you left me cold and alone
broken my soul holdin’ my hand till you grab the bone
and i thought that we would be gold
but it turns your heart was made from stone
i want you to love me
want you to trust me
my life’s so ugly
could’ve been perfеct
know you don’t deserve it
but it turns out i’m worthlеss
i don’t think nothin’ i feel like a ghost
i’m numbing the pain with the ounce that i smoke
i’m just gettin’ lower when i’m countin’ the dough
cus’ money is nothin’ if you don’t got hope
i kinda regret all the things that i chose
i used to be selfish but now i’m alone
i wish i wasn’t so empty and cold
my memories lately are breaking my soul
i’m lonely
yeah god why am i lonely
yeah why am i lonely
i’m going far away
i’m leaving my home
just like a dream they took you away
i wanna be happy why can’t i stay
i+
now i fall asleep to the sound of your voice
i wanna be happy
i don’t got a choice im+
tryna live my life
but i struggle to get by
i wish that i had more time
but i’m goin’
i’m leavin’
i’m not comin’ back
i’m movin’ far away
i’m leavin’
all my loved ones will stay
there’s nothin’ i can do but hope and pray
i swear to god there’s nothin’ left to say
i’ll tell everyone
i’ll see ya later
like i’ll see ya later
even though y’all will
at least i’ll leave behind all the haters
movin’ to a new chapter
y’all will forget me
it’s all good
i’m going far away
i’m leaving my home
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