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chris gauge - cyan lyrics

cyan lyrics
[verse]

i know n+ggas stab your back even if they your brother
i know b+tches break your heart, even if you might love her
i know the times passing fast and memories get to fading
i know n+ggas that hated will be there if i make it
and they all on my d+ck never when i wasn’t on sh+t
before, we was lit when they wouldn’t acknowledge the clique
and all the issues i had when all i was doing was bad
my n+gga was a scholar before he got booked for a bag
and i was so lost; its like all i was doing harm
i can’t forgеt when i watched that girl die in my arms
in hеr last breath, she said, “i love you” as she left
my only regret is never sending her mother a text
like my phone don’t work, like her heart don’t hurt
like she wasn’t the person that fell in love with her first
and i’m just some n+gga with pride that’s too big to f+cking swallow
and a heart that’s hollow trying to fill it with empty bottles
but f+ck it, i’m not the type to complain
i always felt it makes you lose more than you gain
but grims, in pain, said somethings wrong with his brain
we both look at the bigger picture, but i don’t see it the same
i see your passion and you got a heart that’s big
looking for love you said you want a wife and a kid
and it’s obtainable i got that kinda faith in you
don’t be afraid to leave what you know to try something new
feeling stuck now? how you feel alone in a crowd
but i know your mother’s looking down, and she’s so f+cking proud
of her son and how we both bleed through the speakers
on everything, i’ll forever be my brother’s keeper
and though this isn’t a game, we all go through stages
as each chapter closes, we look at different pages
my options weight on a scale and every day it tilts
suicidal but still suffering from survivors guilt
i hate that the ones i lost, i can’t remember their faces
makes me feel like our friendships were us going through phases
like my ex’s, that made love a four+letter word
never wanted to complicate us just wanted sh+t to work
but you still put me second and acted like you were so hurt
when you were out f+cking n+ggas to go get high off perks
and said the baby was mine well why the f+ck did you lie
i swear i cried so hard i wished to god you would die
you put fire in my soul and filled my heart with rage
it took me some years to finally take time to change
i feel the walls closing in, but that’s nothing too new
and if anything happens, i love you

- chris gauge lyrics

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