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chrissy stayhigh - leave me as i am lyrics

i be consumed in my feelings
that’s why i rap so deep
i know its blessings in my lessons
and the lessons i teach
you can’t admit to all ya flaws
but wanna talk about me
you say my fault but don’t apologize
that’s awfully weak, you burn bridges
but don’t build em, so not often we speak
but you all about the money right
and taking is cheap
you lost and you sleep
you make it awkward me
when you say that you still love me
plus it’s hard to believe
cause you don’t even love yourself
so how you falling for me
when you tripping off them b-tches
you let crawl in ya sheets
i wanted you in me
but you was all in these streets
and yea you tall but sometimes
you be acting smaller than me
call what i see
ashamed what you ought to be
maybe if you be a man
you may start to achieve
car to a key
how my heart thought to be
but you used it and abuse it
now parts of it bleed
you broke it and gave it back to me
piece by piece, but you don’t care
unaware, of where, it leaves me
forever feeling empty
never feeling complete
cause you give em back
when you want to, but it’s never for me
it’s more or less for yourself
so ya mind can be free
ain’t no guilt on ya conscience
so you properly sleep
you starved me of your love
how could i possibly eat
when i been drowning in the tears
that i softly weep
and i know we ain’t together
but it’s harder for me
cause do she know you call her
all the names you used to call me
i was blind to all ya ways
but now it ain’t hard to see
ya soul is rotten to the core
all the way down to seeds
and you can’t plant em in my garden
i’m sill pulling up weeds
you was all that i ever wanted
but ain’t have what i need
so i ain’t have no choice but to leave
of course i was weak
felt like i lost a portion of me
i mourned it for weeks
for more than 4 weeks
at a time, i would cry
till the floor boards leaked
i had to let the scabs heal
or the sores gone bleed
you was dead weight forreal
like a corpse on me
another bag i had to wheel
putting force on me
but now that i moved on
i feel torture free
and ya heart don’t beat
cause it’s 4 degrees
but that’s for you and god to talk about
when on ya knees
you don’t ever have to take me as i am
cause i know that i’m no less of a woman
without out a man
fate gone take my black -ss
wherever the f-ck i land
and it’s all in ahayah’s hands

- chrissy stayhigh lyrics

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