christina sikora - seeing stars lyrics
[verse 1]
i tell myself it’s black and white
either i’m too weak or i’m dying inside
if i told you the truth i’d be delusional
today i’m sick but tomorrow i’m beautiful
won’t even see the tip of the ice
passing out in the shower will give me a high
i’m not losing enough of anything but my mind
but you don’t wanna hear it
i’m ‘pretty’, aren’t i?
[chorus]
can’t tell you that i’m on the f+cking floor crying in the bathroom
at the table staring at an empty fork like it’s a vacuum
believe me i swear i’m okay, i’ll take up less sp+ce
god i wish it wasn’t this way
but i’m only seeing stars because i have to
[verse 2]
i drink three cups of coffee a day
so i don’t feel myself start to slip away
and maybе this time i can go forty+eight
drown myself in baggy clothеs just to sleep the hours away
and finally i won’t feel anything
it’s a war i guess i’ll fight alone
they don’t think it’s real unless you’re skin and bones
[chorus]
and here i am on the f+cking floor crying in the bathroom
at the table staring at an empty fork like it’s a vacuum
believe me i swear i’m okay, i’ll take up less sp+ce
god i wish it wasn’t this way
but i’m only seeing stars because i have to
because i have to
[bridge]
nothing gets you through pain like knowing it’s worth it
there’s no reward if you haven’t suffered for it
[chorus]
won’t tell you that i’m on the f+cking floor
crying in the bathroom
at the table staring at an empty fork like it’s a vacuum
believe me i swear i’m okay, i’ll take up less sp+ce
and god, i wish it wasn’t this way
but i’m only seeing stars because i have to
can’t tell you that i’m only seeing stars because i have to
because i have to
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