chu t - apologies lyrics
[verse one]
what you know about
crying through my whole shift
sobbing in the backroom
trying not to throw fits
head pop like a balloon
every client, get f+cked
every word you say’s rough
i just can’t make up
an excuse to get payed up
need to take a second for
trying to pry my head up
it’s been down too long
all i see is ground now
like i’m being sucked in
i can’t cry out now
help me out, help me in
confusion just amplifies
my sister comes running
and my friends know i’m terrified
my guardian angels
won’t leave me there to dangle
picked me up
talked me up
remind me of the sippy cup
they got me out that dark room
please get rid of my doom
[verse two]
i’m in a cage, it’s too safe
everything is too gloom
at my age, it’s too lame
imma fail, i’m doomed
you say go on a safe path
trust me when i say that
my life would be a mess
if i’m sitting at a desk
in the cage, it’s too grim
but hope comes back too
water me a little bit
really hoping i’ll bloom
you say be normal
trust me i wish i could
mom, wish i could help you
music is my therapy
but i don’t have your tools
nah
i don’t have your tools
[verse three]
j’sais vraiment pas j’suis qui
j’essaye d’savoir, mais j’fuis
j’sais que mon temps s’épuise
j’vais que faire à ma guise
behind me y’a un démon
i feel blind dans mes émotions
j’essaye d’deal avec la pression
trying to heal la dépression
j’veux juste que vous sachiez
pour toujours, vous m’aurez
à tous les jours, vous pourrez
compter sur moi, comme j’lai fait
j’essaye depuis un boutte
les paies détruisent mon mood
les veilles, c’est pas mon groove
mais j’paye la traite for you, yeah
just for you
[verse four]
overworking
overthinking
overdoing
it’s overwhelming
i’m underrated
i’m over average
i’m under influence
over is it
i can’t keep it up
i wish i could flee it all
i am in a rut
i think i would need your call
all alone at home
j’suis tu vraiment on my own
j’peux pu tellement hold my own
j’veux juste talk, pick up the phone
i can’t get you all to forgive me
the pain is a ball and it’s slowly possessing
everything i wanted just turned into nothing
my love for you’s there, but it’s not always showing
i can’t get you all to forgive what i’m doing
i gain some in fall and i give in when snowing
i’m missing the meaning and turning to nothing
my love for you’s there but i keep isolating
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