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chvse - lucy lyrics

[verse]
i think about the life that i had
that sh+t was great even when i thought i had it so bad
i took my privelige for granted man that’s makin’ me sad
i had a house and a wife and sh+t i was a dad
we named her lucy she was gorgeous i just loved to be around her
but the situation changed when the rumours came in louder
i was working out of state, putting food onto our counter
and apparently my wife was f+ckin’ dudes up on her counter
yo at first i ain’t believe it had no proof of the encounter
my family knew the truth but i was foolish and would vouch for
her and say she didn’t ’cause she loved me too much
and she would never do that we got lucy and such
i guess that i was wrong ’cause when i finally left my job
i got a flight to be back home i was surpised at lucy’s mom
bought my baby flowers and a couple of gifts
nothin’ big just some chocalates and a charm for her wrist
but when i open up the door i seen her down on her chest
with some random dude behind her i don’t know who he is
now it made a lot of sense she was cheatin’ on me
i wasn’t even mad at her i was mad i would believe
that she was innocent but i’m still giving her the benefit
a doubt because i truly love her i don’t wanna end this sh+t
we tried to forget it but it’s difficult to get a grip
and when i was at work she just left me man she took my kid
i tried to reason with her said that we could divorce
but can i see my baby girl? i need to teach her remorse
’cause i know you won’t do it you gon’ turn my kid to a wh0re
said i’m not allowed to see her so i took her to court
the judgde told me there’s a law that if the kid’s really yours
you have the right to see them and be a parent and i was sure
i was the father so i took a test with lucy to be
involved with her but it turns out that lucy ain’t me
and that’s okay i love her to death
and even if she ain’t blood i’ll be the father i can
but the law says i couldn’t unless i’m married to beth
but we divorced ’cause she cheated she created this mess
i lost my family, and that sh+t drove me to drink
but if i drank enough liqour i controlled what i think
i was started missing work i was too hungover to bring
my self to leave the house now i’m broke and it stings
they finally fire me my anxiety’s back
because i can’t pay the bills and i’m behind on my rent
where will i live if i’m evicted? man i’m trying to wrap
my head around the situation but i cry when i’m stressed
and i’m stressed now i’m stressed out i’m on the brink of flippin’ out
i don’t got a house, toiler or sink
what you expect a man to do when he was down on his knees
that bank tellin’ me to pay them some ridiculous fee
but i don’t have it f+ck it you can take my estate
sh+t i could sleep inside my car until my payment is staight
i did that for a couple weeks until i woke up in pain
and realized it’s been a few days since i even ate
i p+wned my car just to get a little cash
hopin’ that i could make it last
until i’m back on my feet
but obviously that ain’t gon’ work
when i seen what they quoted me on what my car was worth
i ain’t worth sh+t worthless
plus the bank is searchin’
for my assests to liquidate what’s on my person
what’s the purpose? god can you tell me
you put me on the streets and i did was try to help thee
and i hate you for it still i can’t change it
so i just buckle down and pray that i can face it
i miss my wife and people seem to change quick
so who am i to say i wouldn’t put her through the same sh+t

- chvse lyrics

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