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cirilo the rapper - what i've became lyrics

(hook)
well don’t you think is strange
time flies by and we somehow change
i ain’t wanna change cause that was my fear
but i did cause that time was near
now let me say goodbye to my fame
now i’m back to becoming more lame
i did many things that would put me to shame
but i guess this is what i became

(verse 1)
f-ck where do i start
many things about me have been falling apart
tryna talk to girls tryna fix my heart
but then i realized that sh-t wasn’t smart
now i’m bout to tell you something ain’t tryna be dramatic
this might scare you so please don’t panic
i snaked harder than the f-cking t-tanic
all because i became a s-x addict
for many this is gonna be hard to believe
but i’m telling the truth so it is what it seems
i was just a feen, trippin of the lean
i was busting my -ss just to get some p-ssy
but what you do see is a man dreaded with failure
how can this sh-t get even scarier
i was doing this cause i wanted to get cured
but rest a sure i didn’t even feel pure
i just wanted to stop being so lonely
i desperately wanted a girl to hold me
but then i realize it just wasn’t working for me
and this is what i became because of my homies
now look i just gave you a clue
of something that i actually put myself through
got myself looking like a fool
but i bet that’s something everyone one already knew

(post-hook)
cause i’m just a master
at creating disaster
every time i begin to change
that’s when you see me start to change
but i gotta rearrange
put this rage back in my cage
so that i could be sane
and so that i can keep this pen on the page

(hook)

(verse 2)
i wanna be the person that i used to be again
the person that used to have less thoughts in they head
now i just cry like a b-tch while i’m in bed
but when i’m outside i gotta smile cause i gotta play pretend
and mom and dad don’t be thinking ya in the clear
ya always torture me for every minute that i stayed here
y’all another reason for all i can do is shed tears
and i know this is just gonna go on for many years
but i wanna go back to the way i was when i was fun
and before the drugs
was something i considered as a way to escape
now i wish i can rewind time like a tape
so i can feel happy just one more
relive the good moments and i’ll be fine
live like the past when i used to shine
not when i was 6,when i was at my prime
but at 16, i lost it all
love and joy for me just couldn’t happen any more
god was just waiting for me to take this fall
and ignored me whenever i tried to call
so now im pretty much silent
and i got more f-cking violent
and there’s no need for me to deny it
that i belong in solitary confinement
cause we got nothing alike that we share
besides the fact that we both breath air
there’s a difference in me no need to compare
i knew i changed up but i was fronting like i didn’t care but…

(hook)

(verse 3)
now i gotta go
hit this flow
become a pro
destined to become great you already know
when all this happen to me
i just felt like i was cursed
but bullsh-t happens to everyone on this f-cking earth
my bullsh-t was that i always felt alone
i was supposed to have support while i’m on this throne
but because i’m grown
i’m on my own
pr-ne to work hard until i start to get known
but i understand why i lost that fame
did a lot of sh-t that puts myself to shame
i did this to myself i got no one to blame
so it is my fault for what i became
(post-hook)

- cirilo the rapper lyrics

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