clinging to the trees of a forest fire - lower than life high as the sky lyrics

in front of my eyes
a slow motion world on fire
crushed and buried
my arms are cut with gl-ss
and rage
my life-f-cked
what amount of drugs
will clean the hole in my heart?
fill the hole in my heart?
traveling through a sea of rot
swimming with me
high as the sky and lower than life
god? god?
not in this life
f-ck.