cllctyrslf - that i was a little out of it lyrics
i got a thing that i thought you might like in rhode island
it was from, like, 1903
and she signed a heart next to first and last name
“i love you and miss you
i can’t wait to see you, sincerely, yours.”
and maybe it was obvious that you make thoughts frenetic
(like manic, depressive)
and maybe i was relentless, maybe i’m missing something
maybe i’m just having trouble working sh-t out in my head
like maybe it was obvious, that i was a little out of it
and maybe i came off as a little bit toxic
and maybe i was a half-page postcard i was happy you never read
(you started shifting)
and i was never gonna tell you
i guess i thought that might hurt you
you waited ’til the end of the car ride to even start that conversation
and if either one of us were to lose focus, both of us might collapse into pieces
you’re scattered eye contact, and i’m waiting for you to blink
and i can’t but you can do better than me
so maybe it was obvious that you make thoughts frenetic
(like manic, depressive)
and maybe i get malicious, maybe i’m missing something
maybe it was obvious that i sort of wanted to be dead
like maybe it was obvious, that i was a little out of it
and maybe i’m just a skeptic but i’m calling bullsh-t
and maybe i still look for pieces of you in everything
and you’re something i can’t distance
you’re distant
and i was never gonna tell you
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