clutch at straws - david lyrics
he’s leaving the house early
because he cannot stand
another breakfast with his family
where he has to pretend
that everything is finde
cause clearly it is not
but still he did not tell (them)
he’s nowhere near to well
it was a prophylactic check+up
he would never have believed
no, he never ever thought that
he is ill, that he’ll receive
a diagnosis of cancer
at stage four
which means he’ll stay alive
for half a year, or so
louise was waking up
and she saw me still awake
she asked what’s on my mind
so i started to narrate
my visit to the doctor
i did not tell the truth
nothing is ok – nothing is fine
i have a diagnosis
for a metastatic cancer
which means it will probably end my life
it’s living inside me, it’s taking over
it’s in my lungs it eats me up
from the inside out
i don’t want to surrender my life’s not over
there are possibilities, i’m still alive, i still can fight
it’s living inside me, it’s taking over
it’s in my lungs it eats me up
from the inside out
i don’t want to surrender my life’s not over
there are possibilities, i’m still alive, i still can fight
i don’t want to leave you
there’s still so much i need to do
there are so many things
i have to experience
with you and with our girl
how can my life be over
i’m not ready, no
i cannot abandon her
she needs me i’m her father..
i have to be there for her
i must not leave
my life can’t be over
there are things i have to do
i have to recover
but i know this is not possible
cause this disease will end my life
though this is the reality
i wish i could survive
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