codeine king - greytown lyrics
once a night is never enough, i wake up dwelling on all the times i could’ve asked for help and how it’s all my fault i’ve ended up in this h-ll
just look at how far i fell in such a short time, look at all the pain i’ve felt and will feel for a lifetime
i am so tired of feeling this way, i am so wired from this lack of sleep. —
i am a human being ruled by emotion, pulled to the depths of the f-cking ocean by my devotion to feeling like sh-t…
been like this since i was a kid
since i lived through the loss of my innocence, i’m still trying to make sense of all of these f-cking feelings
they’re weighing me down, they’re wearing me out
they’re weighing me down, they’re wearing me the f-ck out
the bags under my eyes are getting darker and darker and darker, darker than the days i’ve spent glued into my bed
you ever wonder what it’s like to feel like to be me?
just look into my eyes and see what lies behind, looking for my salvation but that sh-t ain’t easy
i’m scared of what lies behind this haze of emotion
what an embarr-ssment it is to be such a disappointment
what a shame, i’ve spent all these years just wasting away
cold hands and heavy eyes, i’m shaking hands with death but still he keeps me alive
looking up, trying to tie a noose but it’s no use because i fall to the nervousness that’s claimed me since my youth
i’m still trying to make sense of all these thoughts roaming through my head, they’re f-cking weighing me down
wearing me out
i’m just trying to make sense of all these thoughts roaming through my head
they’re f-cking weighing me down, they’re f-cking wearing me out
i know i’ve grown up hollow and inside out, i always bend before i break when my mind is filled with self doubt
unseen i sink into my thoughts, i am the salt the ocean refused…
each dissolved grain toxic to the touch, to hear, to know
with each year i grow further and further into this stale state of decay
i’ll make my own ocean, a dead sea
i’ll make my own ocean, so lifeless just like me
load the gun, pump the trigger till i’m dead. all in the hope that you’ll see what’s going on in my head
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